arrh...tis flu refuses 2 let mi off...* sneeze sneeze*..scare mi lahx..sneeze until nose slightly bleedin leh..oh no...

puking irritates mi!! *bish* "JOY LUCK CLUB" roxs!! rawks rawks!! soo touchin..haahaa...

still soo tired even aft slpin soo much..sianx..countdown started??!! sad lah...

`~Everlasting~` kono sayonara ga tabidachi naraba boku no egao wo zenbu ageru yo deatta koto wo aruite machi mo futari no mune de ikitsudzukeru no~`
+`~Your honest heart is my eternal serenade~`+
+`~The familiar 'hellos' and 'byes' will never be forgotten~`+

ehem

ehem...tired lah..wanna slp...but still got lotsa work 2 do leh..

sianx...y am i still so guai n doin my work?? Nt sure even if i'll get them back..lolx...

aiya...ppls!! dun make mi start 2 miss all of u oreadi..i'm still here!! here in pj!!

oh man..dilemma..sld i continue?? or sld i go find another thingy betta 4 mi?? *think think*

tired

Jux returned frm U-20s team comp...sick lah.. 44-45 lost the bronze..sianx...haahaa...actuaali expected one lah...5 mths nv train...gt liddat nt bad le lah...

luck is necessary..bt of cos it's nt the onli thingy tt matters..

erm..congrats 2 myself!! Lolx..aft like how long..finnalli pon lesson liaox..haahaa..*smack myself*..although i noe it's realli wrong..bt can't help it lah..i'm seriously too slack liao lah...sian..it's time 2 go back n mug!!! I nid a life!!! haahaa.. ^_^

wanna watch movie...anione free?? haahaa...aniwae i'm STILL coughing..*cough cough*...haix...

i'm tired...aiya...come on...there's a whole world out there...i'm nt goin 2 restrict myself..no hurry...no worries..

pain lah...internal injuries...thanx 2... *ehem*..haahaa..my wrist,stomach,ankle..neck...all aching....

.

jux another dae...

nth happenin todae loh..went sch as usual..finalli passed the v'dae gift 2 her le..(lke aft a million yrs...) then went 4 lessons loh...chey..thot sOng was crying..felt cheated lahx..haahaa...

then went out wif ct ppls [sha,aiman,hannah,dennis,vivian aka hc] to westmall..wanted 2 watch FD3 lahx..bt tml then start showing!! haahaa..guess we jux haf 2 wait..haha..so then we 'paraded' in BK n finalli settled in kfc..

goodness lah!! almost choked kae!! the ppls were all soo super funni lah..i took a hundred yrs 2 finish my bandito lohx..muahaha...we crapped abt everythin lah..frm jokes 2 ppls 2 our sec schools..even scary stories frm our schs..so freaked out lahx..realised bp was actualli so eerie lahx...lolx...

then gt bored n went home..sianz..gt abandoned AGAIN by bestie...win liao...bf 1st...i soo heartbroken...lolx (",)

~lalalalalalalala~ i wanna go out!!!

thanx!!!

wooo!!! jux returned home frm a mini shoppin trip 2 e bookshop downstairs...haahaa..damm lah...sooo mani cute stuff..can't help myself bt 2 get a double of gifts 2 e ppls...

wrote the most 'little' messages i ever did in my life..lolx...usualli i'm lazy lahx..dunno wad's goin on wif mi todae..haahaa..aniwae paiseh ppls..e gifts r a bit late..bt betta late than never ritex..ya..oso had 2 get a make-up gift 4 e og gift xhange thingy..can't disappoint her lahx...

i lurve sch lahx!!!!! actualli more so 4 the ppls!! LURvE u all soo much man!!!!

thanx paddi 4 the candle n the flower...it's gorgerous!!! ~+++~ thanx jac 4 e chocolate..it's yummy!!! ~+++~ thanx aiman 4 the pink candle,the glass n the chocolates...it's practical,useful n delicious(i mean the chocolates are, i didn't eat the glass ok!!) ~+++~ thanx her shuang 4 e chocolates too...sowwie i haven open it yet..chocolate-overdose todae liaoz... ~+++~ last but not least..thanx shariffa 4 the bangle!! it's realli pretty n sweet!! ----thanx a million guys!!! =)

haahaa..ermm...so goin back 2 sch todae wasn't too bad...haahaa..spend the whole dae crappin n watchin movies n videos again..we n the chers still in slackin mood mahx..

aniwae...the onli weird thingy tt happened todae was when i was goin home lohx..when walkin 2 the lrt station alone..saw one weird old man..when we pass each other at the stairs..he suddenly grabbed my arm lahx!! i thot he was goin 2 faint or sumthin so i held onto him lahx..then he let go of my arm n then continue walkin away loh...damm weird lah...

hmmm...

jotted.mQ

reply...

ehem..was blog-hopping jux now n came across an entry frm sumone lah...it's abt her comin across some unknown's entry (i'll name tis unknown 'A' for convenience's sake) n seeing lotsa things abt hating certain types of ppls...

i haf no idea who tis A is lah..maybe it's mi for all i noe...bt in any case..i was like A loh..pennin down a whole list of 'the hated' in my blog[i've shortened the list nw]..of cos, nt tt i think i'm perfect or sumthin [someone could see mi as a irritant perhaps], but i'm jux venting my frustration lahx..

Of cos there's a reason 4 everythin...n tis includes y i hate sooo mani types of ppl..there r things happening ard mi tt ppl don't noe..[i'm nt trying 2 blame anione certainly..]..but all i can sae is tt i'm realli upset abt certain ppl..we're frenz no longer..in fact i used 2 hate them..yes, HATE..

I'm been tryin 2 open up 2 more ppls now..i'm no longer the old me who labels everyone as dangerous...bt tis onli caused mi more sadness when sumone close 2 mi sort of betrays mi..if u have nv got betrayed b4, u'll nv noe how i feel..

tis world is foreva filled wif darknesss..u're realli lucky if u've seen little of tt..well of cos...another side of tis world is happiness--wad everyone yearns for n fight for..all i can sae is tt i'm gotten lots of both sides..

again..i mux realli sae that i'm realli thankful 4 all the ppls who haf brought mi so much joy n fun throughout my 16++ yrs in tis world..from my closest buddies 2 good frenz..n even those who juz stayed wif mi 4 barely a while...all of u have left ur footprints in my heart..a permanent print in my memory tt nt even the strongest correction fluid can erase..

woo..haahaa..how come tis entry so serious arh...unlike mi ritex...lke i've said..dun be deceived by my appearance!! I haf feelings too okay!! I can think too okay!! [i do haf a brain lah..dun doubt mi..]..haha..sianz..nw i goin back 2 slp...

jotted.mQ

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my insatiable appetite...my desire for your company...

valentine...

okie..1st thing 1st...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT LAM!!! (y does tis person get such a 'romantic' b'dae arh??!!)

Erm...todae..thnx 2 St Valentine...i'm feeling moody again... [it's an annual syndrome..hopefully nxt yr i will grow out of tis...]...

Valentine's Day has alwaes been nothin much lah actualli...either i spend it in sch muggin or get 'abandon' by my mates(u noe who u r..i'm jux tryin 2 make u feel bad =p )..haahaa..tis yr no exception lohx...worse still--lesser pressies since there's no sch!! (",)

aniwae..recount of todae---ard noon went 2 meet trace at lot 1..suppose 2 get sumthin frm there 4 ppls 1st then brin her go tour pj loh(even though pj is nt much bigger than bp lah..)..then the damm lrt..15 mins!! wah lao..wait until i sian..then had 2 rush 4 e stuff loh..then met trace n we SPRINTED 2 catch the bus we missed at the nxt bus-stop..crazy lah..so nw i noe tt's y she's great at runnin lah..(aniwae..trace's a fantastic runner 4 ur info...i'm nt bad either since i could catch up wif her..lolx) (PS: tracy...pls dun laugh at tis..)

then reached pj..onli 2 find out others r late too... (",)..sian lah..sldn't haf ran loh..then i felt silly again as i stoned there, cumin upon e conclusion tt my pressie is wasted(the receiver isn't there)..so i gave it 2 trace instead [she accepted it]..then wished e ppls haapi v'dae n left...ya nai ge, thanx lah..ur 'secret' pressie is realli great! Taste great too!! haahaa...

then went town again..find mousie loh..she workin there mahx..but other than tt, me n trace was realli BORED to death lahx!! 2nd dae at town wif completely nth 2 do!! Worse still..it's v'dae..trace estimated at least 100 couples..with over 90% of e ladies showing off their huge bunch of flowers..k lah..i'm jealous..get it??!! There we realli regreted goin town loh..could haf gone 2 play badminton or sumthin..at least tt wouldn't make us 'sadder'..

stupid sidney n jason..couldn't get them out no matter wad..win liao lah..gd loh...still bluff mi summore nt goin nj [i actualli believed him k...how silly]..

aft brain-storming n squezzing our brain-juice dry..we ended up in cine again...the arcade tis time..it's small lah..pathetic..then nth interestin 2 play since i dun feel lke throwin my face [i was feelin bad enuf oreadi]..so we got bored again n decided 2 leave..then we jux kept walkin ard loh..sat down at various fountains(frm yesterdae, we mux haf sat at almost all e fountains at orchard liaoz) n chatted b4 leavin town...

sianz loh...i seriously turnin les soon lah..every yr 'romantic' lunch/dinner wif a ger..borin like dunno wad...summore tis yr i'm damm disappointed lah..sianz...

a while left...hope josie n matty enjoyed their dae...triple celebrations...n 'auntie' smart loh..dun go out todae..n oh ya!! i"m finnali decide on which jc i want!!

--givvmi back my fantasy..the courage tt i nid 2 live..e air tat i breathe...--
Happy Valentine's Day 2 all!!

jotted.mQ

chanceux

i'm thankful 4 everything......

seriously..everything seems 2 be goin soo smoothly 4 mi..too smoothly in fact...it's seems like a dream..~ if tis were a dream..still..let mi sleep ~

firstly is the O lvls..realli unexpected..glad of cos..bt then...it nw puts mi in a dilemma..secondly, yesterdae's fencing comp..wad the!! Haven been trainin 4 almost 5 mths kae..n a bronze now!! Either i'm realli super duper lucky now or..

haahaa..thinkin 2 much again ritex...yea..i sld jux relax n enjoy life n wadeva life brings mi...

i glad..realli glad...

i'm still waitin...*thawed*

jotted.mQ

eventful...

okie...10 feb 2006...perhaps one of e most eventful n weirdest dae of my life...

1st thing..woke up in e mornin to realisation tt it's THE DAY---release of 'O's results..was of cos in shock...soo fast leh...last yr tis time still laughin at my seniors..lolx(so mean ritex)..then went online 4 a while...borin loh...onli tok 2 nai ge(whom,as usual, didn't tok much..)

Then 11 plus went 2 meet e T1 ppls...haahaa..most of them didn't change much lahx..(guys)sidney,bp,rong'en,le wei,yiyong,narzul,jerome,jason foo,zhenyang(i thot he disappeared)...(gers)anqi,dot,trace,hx,sam,jesela,shinyen,sarah...paiseh if i missed anione out...too mani 2 remember lahx...aniwae then we went lot 1 food court(again...) n they had lunch[i didn't feel lke eatin...]..wasn't too bad..took quite lotsa pics. In ani case, i was jux happi 2 c these old frenz again since most of us r separated in various jcs..e onli stain...mine spastic crappin-mates jp,denise n mavis wasn't there.. =(

Aft lunch e ppls headed off 2 sch while i waited wif sarah 4 her frenz[c i soo nice...(",)]..then we went 2 sch together..saw mingzhu n ek on e bus...then in sch met the juniors-joan,jas,cas,cheryl,yiyao,shanyao etc..then loitered ard..went toilet plently of times while waitin...n finalli...the VERDICT!! Well...i went on stage lehx!!!!Muahahah..4 e 5A1s n above thingy..nt bad ritex!! But actualli lah...i was stoning when they called my name...lolx...silly ritex..then i continued 2 stone on stage cos i was sooo erm...how 2 sae...freaked out??!! Haahaa..aniwae then they gave us our results aft a "SHORT" speech by our VP(well-known 4 her SLOW-in-speech ability)....

Oh man...i felt lke faintin when i looked at osgodby..lolx..sooo scared lahx...then gt my results...n b4 i could open e paper arh...THANX LAH MR CHIAM!!! He opened it 4 me lohx!!! Lolx...then the 4 juniors came swarmin onto me n startin countin my L1R5 4 me...aniwae...it was a 8!!!! wooh man...i seriously almost fainted...

Nv realli expect 8 lahx..i onli hoped 4 a 10-12 or sumthingy liddat..was quite guilty realli..i noe i didn't work hard 4 tis Os lohx...it was lke a dream or sumthin...then saw josie n joyee..she was cryin her heart out lah..can noe how she felt at tt time...i mean i realli saw her work soo hard 4 tis Os...juz felt realli sad lohx...then e mani 'congrats' made mi felt worser n more gulilty..i cried ok!! Broke my record...nv cried in sch b4...then aft tt felt soo numb...no happiness lohx...silly ritex...

Soon calls n msgs started cumin in...i 'reported' 2 e seniors (thanx guys 4 all ur concerns!!)...then calls frm mi present pj clazzmates..some were laughin lke crazy..some were cursin n half-cryin on e phone..i felt soo much worser n realli...almost went 2 bang my head against the wall...it didn't do much gd 2 c my mates in bp cryin lah...nt of joy obviously...

Then gt over all the numbness n rushed home 2 gt fencing stuff b4 rushin 2 pj 4 mass bbq again...damm loh...it started rainin while i was walkin..gt drenched when i reached sch..then went 2 tok 2 sarah(hope my bear bear cheered u up babe!!) n others...then startin walkin ard aimlessly n reported marks 2 ppls...nth much at 1st lah n i gt bored...

Then things gt beta once it gt dark outsiDe!! Mass n fun dance rox big time man!! Nai ge u rox lahx!! We're da best dancing partners!!!Muahahax...dance again n again until my legs gt numb..bt didn't eat much lohx(when it's supposed 2 be a bbq...) n crap lke hell wif Ili,melody,ek,sarah,sk n ppls...we all gt soo damm crazy lah...danced in e parade square lke birds(me,melody,ili,sk & ek)...then played "TAG" (aka 'Catching') wif aiman,jac,joel,path,shariffa etc...seriously..cum 2 thing of it..nth i did yesterdae was normal.. ;P Of cos..nt 4getting b4 we left..Ili,sarah n me sang e whole Bp sch song n e bpians did a double of the BP CHEER!! Wooh man...BP roX!!PJC Rox!! Muahahahahahahahahaha....

THen aft much photo-takin n byes..we left Pj lohx..we(sk,Ili, sarah & mi) headed 4 e bus stop half cheerin,singin n dancin(we're insane i noe)..then we parted at e bus-stop. Crapped wif nai ge n his fellow commonwealth mates at the bus-stop 4 a while then left wif sarah...then again...mi n sarah chatted at 9 plus at nite by e roadside 4 some time....(dun remind mi i'm weird)..then aft tt i walked alone 2 lrt station lohx...was damm tired by tt time lohx...met Ili again on the lrt then we tok summore until we finallii parted...

Reached home extremely worn out bt haappi..glad i didn't miss e bbq after all..it was much lameness,nonsense n fun..haahaax..then bathed, n then chatted wif sarah on phone until almost one then i finalli went 2 slp..such a long dae....

sowwie lao wong..in e end i still nv go 4 training..realli sowwie..dun be angry okie!!?? (",)

jotted.mQ

after a long time....

ehem...jux wondering y i'm still updatin when no one's reading my blog...nvm...jux blog 4 fun...

(cliche)time flies....after wad seems a long time...i'm back 2 mugging...

lookin forward 2 e new life...the new phrase of the journey of life...

okay..i'm bored...so shall jux end here... =P

jotted.mQ