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ehem..was blog-hopping jux now n came across an entry frm sumone lah...it's abt her comin across some unknown's entry (i'll name tis unknown 'A' for convenience's sake) n seeing lotsa things abt hating certain types of ppls...

i haf no idea who tis A is lah..maybe it's mi for all i noe...bt in any case..i was like A loh..pennin down a whole list of 'the hated' in my blog[i've shortened the list nw]..of cos, nt tt i think i'm perfect or sumthin [someone could see mi as a irritant perhaps], but i'm jux venting my frustration lahx..

Of cos there's a reason 4 everythin...n tis includes y i hate sooo mani types of ppl..there r things happening ard mi tt ppl don't noe..[i'm nt trying 2 blame anione certainly..]..but all i can sae is tt i'm realli upset abt certain ppl..we're frenz no longer..in fact i used 2 hate them..yes, HATE..

I'm been tryin 2 open up 2 more ppls now..i'm no longer the old me who labels everyone as dangerous...bt tis onli caused mi more sadness when sumone close 2 mi sort of betrays mi..if u have nv got betrayed b4, u'll nv noe how i feel..

tis world is foreva filled wif darknesss..u're realli lucky if u've seen little of tt..well of cos...another side of tis world is happiness--wad everyone yearns for n fight for..all i can sae is tt i'm gotten lots of both sides..

again..i mux realli sae that i'm realli thankful 4 all the ppls who haf brought mi so much joy n fun throughout my 16++ yrs in tis world..from my closest buddies 2 good frenz..n even those who juz stayed wif mi 4 barely a while...all of u have left ur footprints in my heart..a permanent print in my memory tt nt even the strongest correction fluid can erase..

woo..haahaa..how come tis entry so serious arh...unlike mi ritex...lke i've said..dun be deceived by my appearance!! I haf feelings too okay!! I can think too okay!! [i do haf a brain lah..dun doubt mi..]..haha..sianz..nw i goin back 2 slp...

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