whee!!

arhh...guess wad...
happy birthdae to mi!!!
i'm officially seventeen!! =P

went celebration wif the ppls at westmall!!
soo fun lahxx!!
had pizzahut!! soo full lohx..
pity my poor stomach!! =)
they brought a super nice ice-cream cake for mi!!
fellow birthdae boi squareface cut the cake!! power!!
the cake was soo hard kevin n aiman had 2 push the knife down for mi when i tried 2 cut lahx..
lolx... =P
awww...then played hide-n-seek..lolx..
kevin found mi n wx!! eeew...smart him..haaahaa...
sorrie guys..i jux wanted 2 haf fun.. =P

nt bad lahx..fun dae!!
thanx guys soo much 4 the cute 'deflated balloon',the fun dae n for everything..
thanx sarah, sk,yiyong,tuan yeow,kayda,xue'er,aiman n kokkun 4 the card..
thanx feli 4 the card..

happy happy sweet seventeen 2 mi!! =)



shaorong n his elmo!!



aiman.spastic mi.shaorong!!

tired...

awww...tired lahx...
such a bz week..nxt wk would be worse..sianx...

okay..koh's great at suan-ing our arguements..
soo gd tt i almost died of excess laughing..
fine..wadeva tt makes u haappi..
-->singles aren't emotionally unstable
-->neither r they physically/sexually deprived.. =D

yea..went lot 1 wif the ppls 2 rot..
met wx n the whole bunch of acjc ppls..
matt wee,malvin, vanessa ho,yuntong etc was there
haahaa..soo weird..they in ac uniform..
rotted for super long lahx..
we're be gd barriers kae..4 blockin paths..
haahaa..

was reading the popular gay bloggie jux nw..
yea..some ppls look down on homos...
bt i beg 2 differ..
wad's wrong wif being truthful abt ur own sexuality??!!
i admire them seriously...for being soo honest n brave..

sianz..i'm sick of all those teasing..
nw i gt soo mani lovers huh??!!

wadeva..*hand sign*

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song

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side...

sickening

arghhh...
I HATE DIETING!!!
if i ever were to fast..i'll die!!!

trying sooo hard 2 prevent myself frm excessive eatin lahx...
such a torture...
bt cannnot let my extra skippings go 2 waste!!
arghhhhh!!!

jian chi dao di!!

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heehee

wadeva..i wun comment much on the nite jaunt thingy..except tt the balloting soo amazes mi..
J2s takin up nearly half the places(when they sae priority 2 J1s..)
a06 wif almost 20 plus ppls goin..
bt none frm s03 n so4...
all i can sae is...WAH!!
great balloting!! cheers 2 the admin!!

ok enuf of the sarcasm..
nw the good news..
i passed my chem test!!!
wooah!!! heeheee =P

ahhhaaahhh...i can jolly well live without you..
u're jux a sumbody..

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lonely soul

jux put up sum pics 4 e last post..check it out yea??(it's below..wif the previous post)

yea..yesterdae went trainin
lest came 2 pick joy up..
n josie dragged mi along wif them..
i went along lohx..nt wantin them her feel bad abt abandonin mi..

then went novena sq..
had ljs..matt came soon..
ya lah..i end up 'bright' again..
2 swweet couples wif one poor xtra soul..
which so happens 2 be mi..

then went over 2 united sq..
they sat down n play 'truth or dare' lohx..
i made matty n lest hug each other 4 a dare..
they almost gang up 2 throw mi down the fountain lahx..
sianz..(",)

aft tt i rotted beside them..
they had fun..doin couple stuff..
i jux started countin the stars in the sky..amusin myself..

it seems 2 get pathetic..
i'm alwaes alone..
the 2 of them haf their other half..
n things get realli irritatin while their other half is alwaes 1st..
i'm 2nd..
n i seem 2 be e xtra even although i've knew them 4 far longer than the bfs..

it doesn't realli matter whether i exist anot..
it certainly seems so..

7 odd yrs of frenship..
bt juz a bf of less than 2 mths can replace mi..
how sad n weak can tis frenship be..

it feels soo horrible..
i hate being alone
i'm scared of being alone..
so lost..so helpless..so forgotten..
i nid someone by my side too..

-solitary-

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funn dae!!

ice age 2 rox man..
shooo ccute!!
diego..i luv u!! muahahahax!!
(yea i bit laggy i noe.. =P )










wheee!!
yesterdae was funnn!!!!
went town wif the ppls..
was raining cat n dogs n hamsters n wadeva when i reached..
ran frm busstop 2 hmv lohx..
gt wet..haahahax..

sooo qiao!! saw suanyee,wuhan n mark inside!!
wah!!wuhan dao one..haahaa..
suanyee waved at mie..
lolx..soo fuunni..he looks weird waving..haahaa
nice nice him.. =)
but y issit tt i'm seein fencers everywhere huh..
last time saw e.s,wuhan,ruth ngo n georgina..
tt dae saw jay,kelly n yz..
wah...fated lahx..

finalli managed 2 cross 2 cini wif xiang's umbrella(the saviour)..
then met jac n dingdong..
went cafe cartel..had chessecake!! wheeee!!
then puddy came..in her tamil trad costume!!!
woohh...mei niu!!!
haahaa..
she was soo paiseh lahx..













--puDdy hidINg!!! --



















--the magic bangles/specs--

took neoprint..
without u aiman!!
yea!! haahaaa!!! *bleah*

slacked ard in cini lohx..
then went arcade..
soo funni!!
played the table hockey thingy..
n the white thingy flew out at least 3 times!!!
hit one guy on his leg n he stared at us!!
muahahaha..a bunch of jokers!! =D

p/s: dun ever team mi in the table hockey game..
i'm great at scoring own goals!! =P

then went home lohx..
took bus wif dingdong..
tt was borin cos he didn't tok
haahaa..sianz...

short bt fun trip!!
we mux go play the hockkey game once a mth lahx!!
u will completely lose it man.
muahahaha...

heehee..i'm happi..

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funni

wooh..so tired man..
lotsa stuff happenin..

tml no sch!!!
wheee!!! =)
gotta hang out wif the ppls!!
yeah!! =D

todae pe was killer..
2.4km plus tonin stuff..
run..jump..run..sit-ups..run..inclines..run...blah blah..
but jac,vaness n mi were sooo kool kae..
we were fast lahx..
heehee...

lessons were ok..
at least finalli am listenin in maths lec..
achievement!! wheeee!!
*clap clap clap*

aft sch stayed in canteen wif the ppls..
went to lot 1 n stoned in macs..
then went wif jp 2 bpp 4 T1 gathering..
nt bad lahx..quite mani ppls were there..
njc..acjc..ajc..pjc..poly..
we're all everywhere..
bt think everyone's still rather happi..
nt bad!!! =)

saw yuan zi at cca interchange wif jay n kelly
so qiao!! ppls r everywhere!!!

goodness..which crappy soul sent tt msg..
so malu-ating..
end up can't even eat in peace..

aiya..onli u..haahaa

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stressed

oh man..i screwed up the whole chem test...
haahaa...
n guess wad..
everyone is soo high aft the test..
symptom of mental unstability??!!!
argh!!!

ya lah..shouldn't even be bloggin..
gt piles of stuff 2 do..
guess i can't slp until 1 or 2 plus lohx..
poor mi... =X

sch todae was nt bad..
heard the ppls tokin abt shaorong's(spelled correctly??) n my b'dae..
which so happens 2 be on the same dae!!!
woooh!! shooo kool!!
where's my surprise??!!!
wahahahhaa...

spent 1 n a half hrs luffing at our econs cher aka 'invisible hand'
he's super funni lahx..
threatened 2 throw dennis out of the window..
n he suddenly started jumpin ard in class!!
imagine a 50 plus yr old jumpin lahx.. =)

poor kq..
coca is 4 makin cocaine..a drug...
it's not coco..
we dun put coca in our milo...lolx...

==++~~drama durin econs----~~++==
~~kq:"we put coca in milo..rite??"
invisible hand:*stares* "cocaine is a drug!!! u put later police catch arhx!!!!"

----minutes later---

kq:"so when we drink coffee..we drink less cocaine lahx..??"
*everyone pengz*~~
muahahaha...joker..

enjoy watchin ppls play cheat at pull-ups..
haahaa..
cheaters..
girls one soo freakin easy compared 2 guys lahx..
haahaa..
thankful man.. =)

freakin tired..
cannot!!
mux chiong finish!!
jia you!! =)

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pain

yea..took a liking 2 classical music recently..
the pieces r simply......beautiful...

work is killin mi..
i've been havin headaches like crazy...
horrible!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!

awww..yea..
the feeling tt u can't express..
the thingy inside u tt u haf 2 supress..
it's a digusting feeling..

u noe it..he doesn't..
u feel it..u hope he does too...
sickening...

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pain

yea..i'm hopeful everydae..
yet i usually end up in pain..
it's a horrible feeling..
the burnin urge within mi..
the soon-to-cum outburst..

have been muggin like anione else lahx..
nth much happenin..
except tt i've been doin especially well nowadaes in entertainin others..
yea..
mi n my "SHUDDUPs"..

paddi!! u r sooooooooooooo amusing!! muahahahhax =D

my mp3 is spoilt!!
oh man..saddened lahx..
i nid it soo badly...

screw e sch admin..
it sux big time..
nv fail 2 make a mess out of things..
the tupid policies it makes..
n the DM n i made enemy out of each other
he jux doesn't like mi okay!!

i'm in darwin..
wad the hell..might as well put mi in every single hse lahx..
i'm JUX startin 2 like keller okay..
despite it being red AGAIN..i dun mind..

yea..i'm feelin the pain again..
every now n then..
the hopes..my heartbeat increases..i hold my breath..

my special dae!!

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busy

yeah..extremely busy weekend...

my gp cher is super kool kae..
he majored in religion in uni..
was blah-ing on n on abt religions..
impressive of cos..
he nv fail 2 amaze mi.. =)

erm..dunno wad i was doin 4 the past wk...
pretty slacky i guess..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

at least i'm enjoyin every dae in sch..
gt gd company yea.. =)

miss bp soo much suddenly...
it's goin thru PRIME at end of tis yr i think..
so it's movin 2 beside pj!!
oh man..flocks of bpians fightin wif pioneers 4 the mac..
haahaa..goodness..
aft a few yrs..bp is goin back 2 e old home..
soo weird lahx..

yes..live n let live..

the april babies r cumin ya way!!whoosh!!

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