tired tired..

awww..i'm suppose to be creatin my ct's blog lahx..
bt i'm too lazy 2 search 4 a cute skin..
haaahaa..
any kind soul willing to extend ur help??

aniwae life sux..
with all the xtra lessons during the 'holidaes'
or so called "holidaes"..
no staying up late at nite..
no free time 4 slackin..
life sux..

i wan play overnite mahjong!!
lolx..
jux returned frm jac's hse lahx..
supposed 2 be doin pw..
bt we ended up playing mahjong instead..
aiya..lolx..

aniwae tis morin went super early 2 Z 4 the kid's comp
some of them r realli kool..
especially sean cooper..
he'll grow up 2 be a REAALLI gorgeous...
haahaax..i'm goin 2 kidnap him n wait for him 2 grow up!!
muahahaha!!!
then rushed 2 jac's hse lohx..
tt idiot XXXXXXXXX...one of the worst person i've ever known..
sian 1/2......

awww...
tt person is alwaes soo down..
why??
n the other..

i soo tired of this life..
bt wad can i do???

---his musical talent amazes mi..
no more pls---

wooh..

it's a miracle i'm still alive..seriously...
survived thru the hectic wk..n there's more cumin up..

yea..back frm the SDP camp..
wasn't too bad lahx..
jux tt the stufF was a bit too little fer a 3 daes 2 nite camp..
a bit too slack too..

all i remember frm the camp:
1st dae--gathered at 5 plus..
the usual wacko n ice-breaking stuff..
tried 2 play games..
bt obviously my grp's too smart..
took them less than 5 secs 2 finish the game..
it's seriously impressive.. =)
oh ya!! gt mass n fun dance!! =)
then aft a extremely boring talk slept le lohx
slack ritex..
bt then..we had 2 slp outside mpr3..
hahax..danger zone..

2nd dae--fire drill cum wake up call at 5 am..
dammit..hahahx..
my faciliator wee kian was the bad guy..
gosh..he realli scared mi when he shouted at us liddat..
soo diff frm the usual gentle n caring him..
lol...quite scary arh him..mood change soo fast one...
then went fer hike at BTH lohx..
tiring lahx..bt i survived..lolx!! =P
afternoon gt summore boring talks..(wad more 2 expect..SDP mahx..muahahax)
i dozed off twice though..hahax..
then slack slack until nite then slp again lohx..
was ADMIRING the lightning when lying outside..
soo nice of them 2 bluff us rain have stopped so tt we slp outside..

3rd dae--even betta..fire drill at 3am..
tt sure sucked..lolx..
then went back slp a while lohx..
5.30 went fer PT..
the slackest PT i ever had in my entire life..
few rounds of simple exercise n 2 REALLI slow rounds on the track..
it was soo slack they had time 2 cheer the polo n owens cheer..
n us 2 sing the whole full version of the bp sch song..lolx..
wad 2 do..bpians flooding the whole SDP..
my grp alone gt 4 bpians lahx.. =)
PT ended wif an encore of mass n fun dance!! the best part!!
then gt some station games n we packed n left lohx.
'da bao' lots of food home cos they gt xtra..
hahah..sianx..

overall..it's nt too bad lahx..
at least the camp wasn't flooded wif extreme nerds.. =P
n i noticed a lot of ppl tt i've nv seen b4..
it's jux tt i'm realli tired..
haven been slping well since last wk..
the workload's snowballing..hopefully i wun break down..

i nid rest!! i wan to slp!!

whee!!

arhh...guess wad...
happy birthdae to mi!!!
i'm officially seventeen!! =P

went celebration wif the ppls at westmall!!
soo fun lahxx!!
had pizzahut!! soo full lohx..
pity my poor stomach!! =)
they brought a super nice ice-cream cake for mi!!
fellow birthdae boi squareface cut the cake!! power!!
the cake was soo hard kevin n aiman had 2 push the knife down for mi when i tried 2 cut lahx..
lolx... =P
awww...then played hide-n-seek..lolx..
kevin found mi n wx!! eeew...smart him..haaahaa...
sorrie guys..i jux wanted 2 haf fun.. =P

nt bad lahx..fun dae!!
thanx guys soo much 4 the cute 'deflated balloon',the fun dae n for everything..
thanx sarah, sk,yiyong,tuan yeow,kayda,xue'er,aiman n kokkun 4 the card..
thanx feli 4 the card..

happy happy sweet seventeen 2 mi!! =)



shaorong n his elmo!!



aiman.spastic mi.shaorong!!

tired...

awww...tired lahx...
such a bz week..nxt wk would be worse..sianx...

okay..koh's great at suan-ing our arguements..
soo gd tt i almost died of excess laughing..
fine..wadeva tt makes u haappi..
-->singles aren't emotionally unstable
-->neither r they physically/sexually deprived.. =D

yea..went lot 1 wif the ppls 2 rot..
met wx n the whole bunch of acjc ppls..
matt wee,malvin, vanessa ho,yuntong etc was there
haahaa..soo weird..they in ac uniform..
rotted for super long lahx..
we're be gd barriers kae..4 blockin paths..
haahaa..

was reading the popular gay bloggie jux nw..
yea..some ppls look down on homos...
bt i beg 2 differ..
wad's wrong wif being truthful abt ur own sexuality??!!
i admire them seriously...for being soo honest n brave..

sianz..i'm sick of all those teasing..
nw i gt soo mani lovers huh??!!

wadeva..*hand sign*

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song

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side...

sickening

arghhh...
I HATE DIETING!!!
if i ever were to fast..i'll die!!!

trying sooo hard 2 prevent myself frm excessive eatin lahx...
such a torture...
bt cannnot let my extra skippings go 2 waste!!
arghhhhh!!!

jian chi dao di!!

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heehee

wadeva..i wun comment much on the nite jaunt thingy..except tt the balloting soo amazes mi..
J2s takin up nearly half the places(when they sae priority 2 J1s..)
a06 wif almost 20 plus ppls goin..
bt none frm s03 n so4...
all i can sae is...WAH!!
great balloting!! cheers 2 the admin!!

ok enuf of the sarcasm..
nw the good news..
i passed my chem test!!!
wooah!!! heeheee =P

ahhhaaahhh...i can jolly well live without you..
u're jux a sumbody..

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lonely soul

jux put up sum pics 4 e last post..check it out yea??(it's below..wif the previous post)

yea..yesterdae went trainin
lest came 2 pick joy up..
n josie dragged mi along wif them..
i went along lohx..nt wantin them her feel bad abt abandonin mi..

then went novena sq..
had ljs..matt came soon..
ya lah..i end up 'bright' again..
2 swweet couples wif one poor xtra soul..
which so happens 2 be mi..

then went over 2 united sq..
they sat down n play 'truth or dare' lohx..
i made matty n lest hug each other 4 a dare..
they almost gang up 2 throw mi down the fountain lahx..
sianz..(",)

aft tt i rotted beside them..
they had fun..doin couple stuff..
i jux started countin the stars in the sky..amusin myself..

it seems 2 get pathetic..
i'm alwaes alone..
the 2 of them haf their other half..
n things get realli irritatin while their other half is alwaes 1st..
i'm 2nd..
n i seem 2 be e xtra even although i've knew them 4 far longer than the bfs..

it doesn't realli matter whether i exist anot..
it certainly seems so..

7 odd yrs of frenship..
bt juz a bf of less than 2 mths can replace mi..
how sad n weak can tis frenship be..

it feels soo horrible..
i hate being alone
i'm scared of being alone..
so lost..so helpless..so forgotten..
i nid someone by my side too..

-solitary-

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funn dae!!

ice age 2 rox man..
shooo ccute!!
diego..i luv u!! muahahahax!!
(yea i bit laggy i noe.. =P )










wheee!!
yesterdae was funnn!!!!
went town wif the ppls..
was raining cat n dogs n hamsters n wadeva when i reached..
ran frm busstop 2 hmv lohx..
gt wet..haahahax..

sooo qiao!! saw suanyee,wuhan n mark inside!!
wah!!wuhan dao one..haahaa..
suanyee waved at mie..
lolx..soo fuunni..he looks weird waving..haahaa
nice nice him.. =)
but y issit tt i'm seein fencers everywhere huh..
last time saw e.s,wuhan,ruth ngo n georgina..
tt dae saw jay,kelly n yz..
wah...fated lahx..

finalli managed 2 cross 2 cini wif xiang's umbrella(the saviour)..
then met jac n dingdong..
went cafe cartel..had chessecake!! wheeee!!
then puddy came..in her tamil trad costume!!!
woohh...mei niu!!!
haahaa..
she was soo paiseh lahx..













--puDdy hidINg!!! --



















--the magic bangles/specs--

took neoprint..
without u aiman!!
yea!! haahaaa!!! *bleah*

slacked ard in cini lohx..
then went arcade..
soo funni!!
played the table hockey thingy..
n the white thingy flew out at least 3 times!!!
hit one guy on his leg n he stared at us!!
muahahaha..a bunch of jokers!! =D

p/s: dun ever team mi in the table hockey game..
i'm great at scoring own goals!! =P

then went home lohx..
took bus wif dingdong..
tt was borin cos he didn't tok
haahaa..sianz...

short bt fun trip!!
we mux go play the hockkey game once a mth lahx!!
u will completely lose it man.
muahahaha...

heehee..i'm happi..

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funni

wooh..so tired man..
lotsa stuff happenin..

tml no sch!!!
wheee!!! =)
gotta hang out wif the ppls!!
yeah!! =D

todae pe was killer..
2.4km plus tonin stuff..
run..jump..run..sit-ups..run..inclines..run...blah blah..
but jac,vaness n mi were sooo kool kae..
we were fast lahx..
heehee...

lessons were ok..
at least finalli am listenin in maths lec..
achievement!! wheeee!!
*clap clap clap*

aft sch stayed in canteen wif the ppls..
went to lot 1 n stoned in macs..
then went wif jp 2 bpp 4 T1 gathering..
nt bad lahx..quite mani ppls were there..
njc..acjc..ajc..pjc..poly..
we're all everywhere..
bt think everyone's still rather happi..
nt bad!!! =)

saw yuan zi at cca interchange wif jay n kelly
so qiao!! ppls r everywhere!!!

goodness..which crappy soul sent tt msg..
so malu-ating..
end up can't even eat in peace..

aiya..onli u..haahaa

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stressed

oh man..i screwed up the whole chem test...
haahaa...
n guess wad..
everyone is soo high aft the test..
symptom of mental unstability??!!!
argh!!!

ya lah..shouldn't even be bloggin..
gt piles of stuff 2 do..
guess i can't slp until 1 or 2 plus lohx..
poor mi... =X

sch todae was nt bad..
heard the ppls tokin abt shaorong's(spelled correctly??) n my b'dae..
which so happens 2 be on the same dae!!!
woooh!! shooo kool!!
where's my surprise??!!!
wahahahhaa...

spent 1 n a half hrs luffing at our econs cher aka 'invisible hand'
he's super funni lahx..
threatened 2 throw dennis out of the window..
n he suddenly started jumpin ard in class!!
imagine a 50 plus yr old jumpin lahx.. =)

poor kq..
coca is 4 makin cocaine..a drug...
it's not coco..
we dun put coca in our milo...lolx...

==++~~drama durin econs----~~++==
~~kq:"we put coca in milo..rite??"
invisible hand:*stares* "cocaine is a drug!!! u put later police catch arhx!!!!"

----minutes later---

kq:"so when we drink coffee..we drink less cocaine lahx..??"
*everyone pengz*~~
muahahaha...joker..

enjoy watchin ppls play cheat at pull-ups..
haahaa..
cheaters..
girls one soo freakin easy compared 2 guys lahx..
haahaa..
thankful man.. =)

freakin tired..
cannot!!
mux chiong finish!!
jia you!! =)

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pain

yea..took a liking 2 classical music recently..
the pieces r simply......beautiful...

work is killin mi..
i've been havin headaches like crazy...
horrible!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!

awww..yea..
the feeling tt u can't express..
the thingy inside u tt u haf 2 supress..
it's a digusting feeling..

u noe it..he doesn't..
u feel it..u hope he does too...
sickening...

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pain

yea..i'm hopeful everydae..
yet i usually end up in pain..
it's a horrible feeling..
the burnin urge within mi..
the soon-to-cum outburst..

have been muggin like anione else lahx..
nth much happenin..
except tt i've been doin especially well nowadaes in entertainin others..
yea..
mi n my "SHUDDUPs"..

paddi!! u r sooooooooooooo amusing!! muahahahhax =D

my mp3 is spoilt!!
oh man..saddened lahx..
i nid it soo badly...

screw e sch admin..
it sux big time..
nv fail 2 make a mess out of things..
the tupid policies it makes..
n the DM n i made enemy out of each other
he jux doesn't like mi okay!!

i'm in darwin..
wad the hell..might as well put mi in every single hse lahx..
i'm JUX startin 2 like keller okay..
despite it being red AGAIN..i dun mind..

yea..i'm feelin the pain again..
every now n then..
the hopes..my heartbeat increases..i hold my breath..

my special dae!!

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busy

yeah..extremely busy weekend...

my gp cher is super kool kae..
he majored in religion in uni..
was blah-ing on n on abt religions..
impressive of cos..
he nv fail 2 amaze mi.. =)

erm..dunno wad i was doin 4 the past wk...
pretty slacky i guess..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

at least i'm enjoyin every dae in sch..
gt gd company yea.. =)

miss bp soo much suddenly...
it's goin thru PRIME at end of tis yr i think..
so it's movin 2 beside pj!!
oh man..flocks of bpians fightin wif pioneers 4 the mac..
haahaa..goodness..
aft a few yrs..bp is goin back 2 e old home..
soo weird lahx..

yes..live n let live..

the april babies r cumin ya way!!whoosh!!

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weekends!! wheee!!!

okay..i jux gt rid of e tupid cockroach tt had been terrorisin my home 4 e past wk!!
powerr!! =)

whoo..lotsa stuff happened/happenin..
piles of hw n revision...
dozens of files 2 buy...
finalli gt my my GC yesterdae..
sharin locker wif jac...
signed up 4 nyaa...
external cca approved i think...so trainings resumed...

awww..my big toe..
yanlong fell on it yesterdae durin trainin lohx..
he soo heavy lahx..mux be at least 60++ to 70kg
my toe was bleedin lohx.. =(
how 2 train liddat lata??!!
nvm..still mux go cos lata lao wong givin treat!!
yipppi!!
a reward 4 mie lehx!!
heehee!! =D

*sings*
teddy bear teddy bear
runnin here n runnin there
teddy bear...

heehee..i learned tis song durin pri 1
...in 3 languages!!
haahaa..suddenly thot of it.. =P

1st official day

1st official day in pioneer...
1st day mie in my pj uni...

our appeal didn't work out..
06S03..oh man...
onli mie.jac.liang ying.harold.tze yein.jane n dennis in tis clazz lahx..
all the rest in S04..
i miss the guys sooo much lahx..

aimaann 4 irritatin mi..paddimama 4 jux existin 2 amuse miee..wx 2 laugh at my nt funni jokes..feli's brillant drawings.shar's serious face...awwwww....

things are nt tt bad..still gt jac n ppls wif miee..bt of cos..still lackin of soo much fun in clazz..i don't realli noe anione else in s03 le..

HOWEVER...our teachers n timetable rox man!! It's one of the shortest i've seen..n since i dun haf 2 take chi..i'm released at 11.30 on weds n 12.30 on fridays!! tues oso gt free period..Woohh..soo shuang lah...heehee =) bt then..my whole clazz onli gt mi n another ger nt takin chi..so how am i goin 2 survive the empty slots alone??!!

Shafa's our PW cher!! wheeee!!! n mary lim's my bio tutor again!! Wahahahah...BUT..our chem cher sux..she lke tokin 2 kindergarden kids lidaat lah..wth..n pe cher nt cameron le..aiya...

then aft sch waited old so4 ppls..miss them soo much..then we went lot 1 kfc n we crammed ard 3 tables..haahaa.ssoo hard 2 share a table wif 2 guys lah..their legs soo long..haahaa..crapped while the ppls ate..

ermm..onli 1st dae n i'm missin them soo much oreadi..oh man...then gt a HUGE HUGE bear bear 4 wx as super belated b'dae pressie..beta late then nv ritex...muahahah..then bear bear is lyin on my bed nw..bringin it 2 sch tml 2 gif her..heeheee..sooooo cutee lahx!! =)

jux cut my hair..still same length bt nw it's super thin n layered..n my fringe!! sooo short!! ohhhh...aft keepin it 4 few yrs..finalli decided 2 cut it short..haahaa..bt look ssooo weird lahx.. =D

ikea

went IKEA!!
lotsa stuff!!kids toys soo cute!!
brought cookie jar 4 auntie!!
scared lah..soo mani ppl n i was holdin the jar in my hand
jux one small *bang* n i die lor..
soo clinged onto the jar lke it's gold liddat..
haahaa.. =)

josie gt her cardboard boxes n sumthin 4 her bro
mie?? i gt nth todae..
muahahah...
so guai...

then went 2 queensway..walk walk ard
tryin 2 find the shoes 4 matty
soo hard lah..can't find..
who ask him 2 be laggy n fussy..

was soo hungry jux nw i could haf died lah..
feedd mieeeee..... =P

yea i'm boreeeddd......

my bro have been irritatin mie lahx..
been doin translations 4 him
feel lke some language pro nw..muahahahax..
he n his chi hw arhx..haix.. =)

life at homey is BORING!!
sld haf gone out yesterdae..

yea wooh!!
weain new uni tml!!
hahah..i noe lah..a bit laggy =P
bt aniwae..the blouse seriously look lke bp's blouse..
jux nid 2 tear awae the red line n add the pj 'tag' lohx..

sianz...so fast holis over liaox..
wad the hell have i been doin??!!

awww...gt my eyecandy's email..
thanx 2 *ehem's* mistake..
heehee..aiya..

stupid bro..
USELESS USELESS USELESS
scared of 1 small cockroach... =X

wooo!! i finalli studied!!
finished econs yesterdae lah..
was readin both nj n pj notes together
almost vomit blood leh..
wad pj cover in A SET of notes..
nj can cover in ard 5 PAGES liddat..
wad the lah...

nj's short n detailed--
straight 2 the pts
pj's crappy..lotsa extra stuff..
nt exactly a bad thing..
can train us 2 extract the USEFUL INFO..
lolx...
ya la ya la..self-consolation..
muahahaha...

aniwae trainin was super duper slacky
didn't fence at all
reach Z mie n josie went 2 buy mashmallows
n we finish the whole packet leh!!!
all by ourselves!!!
wheee!! oops!! =P

then act act loh..
pretended 2 train..
hahah..then gt bored n we ran awae at 10pm..lolx
then went pasar malam ard bpp
soo fun!! soo much food!!
had cheese hotdog..otah!!
nicey nicey!!
woohh...*drools* =D

met marcus wong on lrt..
soo tall n mature liaoz..hahaha
bt still e crappy "big bird" lahx
rj..sure anot?? bluff us issit??
haahaax..i wan 6A1 gatherin sumtimes lehx..
no seoul garden or football or bball pls...

aiya..silly mie..
nth realli involves mi actualli..
bt i get soo troubled over the 5 of them..
wad 2 do..my 2 besties..
ehem..hope things work out lah..
i feel quite bad loh..
sumhow i DID sumthin..

~hope everyone will be happi~
~we're best frenz foreva!!~

wheee!!!
jux came home wif pj uniform!!
wth..wasted 2 trips 2 tupid bibi n baba..
could haf jux gotten frm yangtze kiang lahx..
soo near yet soo far..lolx..
6 yrs wearing yangtze kiang clothes..wth... =)

it's more ex though..
bt can save on the altering..
the skirt is oreadi short..
haahaa..
bt the material n design a bit diff..
summore the blouse size same as my bp uni..
look over-sized..weird weird one..
hurrhurr~

swimming is fun!!
can c all those weird weird man sun-tannin..
muahaha..so dark oreadi still tan wad...
like sunnin ikan bilis liddat..
muahaha...so funni lah!!
then josie sae i look lke matrix doin the kick underwater..
slow mo..haahaaa...
so powderful!! muahahha =P

goin 2 IKEA lata..
where is my pullover!!!!!?????