1st dae at njc

okie...tis poor gurl is here to vent my frustration..so forgive miee if all the nt-so-nice words comes out kae..

1st dae @ orientation at njc..the place i'm most likely 2 stay for 2 yrs..n one word 2 describle the o2--sucky...n tt's wad i'm feelin rite nw...jux look at my face n u'll noe the whole story...

okay lah..1st dae..mayb it's alwaes boring lahx..bt i seriously hate talks..first the principal blah on abt nj's everything..bt onli one thingy went in my ear lah--njc's motto: SERVE WITH HONOUR..n the weird thing abt talks later on is..i onli hear "HONOUR"-related stuff mentioned..where did all the "SERVICE" crap go?? N the cca part frm the DM(i think) was da worst..her "winning b4 interest" theory?? wad shit she tokin abt..if u dun truly luv somethin u do..wad will u get even if u become world champ?? i mean i noe achievements r impt..bt passion still cums b4 winning 4 mie..

then the breaks r damm shorrt lah..i starved...did haf lunch though..the food is more ex bt beta than pj's i think...then had last talk abt cca..the best talk of the dae..super short n sweet..the teacher's realli crappy n cute lah(nt physically..)..bt at least the msg gets into our heads..*clap clap*

had games wif og 6..my og is a DEAD one...no mood alwaes..jux can't get high loh..then i thot of the fun clan time of NOOTKA in pj (sob sob)...then had mass dance in da small hall.. the dances r super duper damm LONG lah!! one dance is lke 1 n 1/2 times the length of pj's mass dance i think...soo long...btw..they didn't even manage 2 teach us one whole dance todae..win liao..then my 1st partner is my ogl(i forgot his name..) who dunno the dance well himself..so both of us lke gundos lah..crap..then 2nd partner worse..keep laughing..so we screwed part of the dance again...lolx

then had 2 learn the cheers..mani of them soo damm similar 2 pj's lah!! the "when i sae nj u sae oh" one..jux lke pj's oh yeah cheer!! oh man.. i miss pj to bits!! miss all the ppls soo much...sob sob..

released at 5..tml mornin havin og picnic or wadeva tt is..hopefully sumthin edible appears..

chose our subj combi todae..a bit rushy i think..for miee is ma2,cm2,bi2 and h1 econs..same as wad i took in 1st 3 mths..i can't giv up bio no matter wad.. so 2nd opt became 4 h2s instead..dun call miee crazy lah..i jux luv bio!! bio rox!!

dunno whether i'm jux being hard on myself or wad..but i can't get use 2 nj yet..everythin's the exact opp frm pj..the culture..the ppls..the place..i can't "bear" the place lah..haf 2 learn 2 love it..think jane is rite..when 02 ends..we'll be jux bz studyin..n when we all change into nj uniform..we'll be all NJCians..no more frm acjc or hwa chong or wadeva crap...

i dun wish 2 suffer for 2 yrs..hopefully sumone will cum n be my best fren there..i nid frenz a lot..yes i do...i'm lke a lost sheep without my buddies..

hope tml's full dae games n dance will be much better...hope my clazz would be great..hope life in nj will be enjoyable..hope everyone in pj misses mi (lolx)..hope everyone will haf fun wherever they are..

my teddy bear..soo near yet soo far..i yearn for u...