2nd dae at njc

okay..tis post is delicated to yesterdae actualli..2nd day/last day of orientation at NJC..which so happened to be my 2nd n last official dae there too..

first of all..thanx n thanx n thanx to my sweet ogls--aline.joli.wen yi.shu hui.eun xiong(sorrie i dunno the exact spelling..) and wen hao...thanx 4 all ur effort n the fun n scandals u brought to mi throughout my realli short stay in njc..thanx a million guys!!

yea..dae 1 sux bt dae 2 is soo much beta!! it was a full games dae lah...first in mornin we had the picinic..was great lah!! had lotsa chips n biscuits n even tried to do a full 'summer night' dance..not bad!! bt then..they had a song delication thingy..n ' You and Me' happened to be the 2nd song..so was a bit sadden then lah..cos it seriously reminded mi of pj yet again..

then went for station games..n it was then i changed my mindset of muggers....they play realli HARD n ROUGH!! woah..quite scary loh..the way they play...

had a few games..first was to transfer water frm one pail to another on the track..the guys stripped for us 2 use their shirts!! LOLx!! *clap clap*..they super on lah!! haahaa..then had 2 climb the soapy slope usin a rope..okay lah..bt i did miss a step n scraped my knee..*ouch*..oso had the zigzag bench game--benches were lined up in zigzag form n soapy water poured over it.. then the 2 teams stand at each end with one member lying on stomach on the bench..the team is suppose 2 pull the member by the limbs n the 2 players play 'scissors,paper,stone' loh..the winner forwards until he/she reach the end loh..tis game is super rough lah..they realli PULL okay!! wah...pain pain...

then had lunch..okay..things i realli haf 2 credit njc---the food is realli nice...n the toilets though hard to find..are realli clean!!

aft tt had mass dance..finished up wif 'Summer Night' n then 'Upside Down'..quite cool lah..bt it can get rather tough..n since we onli had like 2 hrs plus learn tis 2 super long dances..i think we're realli gd le loh..the 1st intakes took 2 wks kae!! lolx...*clap clap*...muahahhaa..

it's basically a fun dae lah..glad during my 2 days as a NJCian i did haf fun..still not able to bond wif others though..there alwaes seem to be something wrong..a gap i can't cross over to..

then went for og dinner at KAP..was actualli feelin great at start bt then suddenly, dunno y, i felt soo scared...the ppls all like soo super smart..i was suddenly fearful n lost again...i sort of dun realli haf the confident 2 fight wif them lah..i mean i noe my capability..i nid reassurance n morale boosters a lot..n certainly in nj..i'm gotta face lots of low morale..somethin i can't take...

imagine ppl all ard u r either like u or mostly better than u..they r confident n all out to win..it's jux soo hard 4 mi..nt tt i'm feelin inferior..bt i do noe my basics r nt exactly strong n i do nid a lot of guidence still..so i decided nj may nt be for mi after all..

after feelin soo lousy, i left early lah..then went downstairs 2 cold storage 2 visit the ppls..they're all happi loh..i felt soo much like cryin lah..i wasn't haapi at all!! bt i stopped myself all da way back home until i can't take it animore..felt like such a big crybaby..like a complete idiot..dunno wad's wrong wif mie nowadaes..i dun remember even sheddin a tear 4 like dunno how mani yrs loh..weird...

then chatted online n heard abt how silly it would be if i appeal..bt i decided it sldn't be the case lah..then made up my mind actuali when tokin 2 auntie over the phone..she's unhappi she's nt in cjc bt pj...n i gt into nj bt wans 2 go back pj..irony rite...

aiya..i followin my heart too much nowadaes...dunno it's a gd or bad thing..i'm takin a easier stand in life..pj's changed mi much...i can't believe how much i've changed too...