rest...

awwww...
so tired sia...the past 2 wks have been soo bz lahx...

the SGH attachment is finalli over!!!!
weeeee... haahaa...
the whole thing was extremely fun n enriching...
learnt soo much frm Dr Tin... ^_^
awww...
bt i sorta decided tt the job of a researcher is soo nt 4 mi lohx..
can't imagine tokin 2 test-tubes for the whole of my life..
lolx... =P












samuel n mie!!!


thur celebrated yini's bdae (akthough it was long past the actual dae...)
had pastamania n gt a sling bag 4 her..
awww...soo long nv c her le..
she even rebonded her hair... wooooh...lolx...
haaahaaa..hope tt we will carry on the tradition of celebratin her bdae every yr lohx..
heehee... =)

hectic life

yea life has been realli hectic...
there's lots of stuff goin on...
tired sia...

last mon started the 2-wks long SGH attachment..
it's all about research n stuff lahx..
our in-charge,Dr Tin, is a realli great man..
i mean he has a realli patient n warm personality
the only thing is... he tends to forget tt we're onli JC students..nt uni grads..
so sumtimes we can't understand wad he's sayin lahx..
haahaa..

aniwae ppls there wif mi r a realli fun lot..
there's aiman, TK, samuel n wei hong(frm ajc)..
well..there's another ac guy..tt loner is super arrogant sia..
grrr...irritatin creature...

the past wk haf been doin all the research stuff lohx..
protein extraction..gel electrophoresis n analysis of results.. sum stuff abt enzymes etc...
it's realli fun though...haahaa..we seriously learnt a lot lohx...
includin how 2 relate the theories in our bks to real-life practicals..

we even invaded their resource rm 2 read!!
gosh..there were sooo mani science-related bks sia..
if we can read all of them we will be the smartest in e world le!!
LOL...

yea..so another wk of SGH n we're free!!!
muahaha...
it's tiring sia..muz wake up soo early n travel 2 outram park..

so... yesterdae n the dae b4 gt e Metro CIP thingy lohx..
n guess where jiayi, jac n mi were sent to...
compass pt in sengkang!!!!!
grrr...it's soo freakin far lahz...
bt aniwae...it was rather fun n meaningful lohx..
at least we're spending time 2 help the families n kids in cambodia.. =D
things went realli well on thur..bt nt so for fri lohx..
n then...there were 2 young girls who kept cumin for the magnet tigers!!!
goodness..they wan a tiger wif every 5 cents donation!!!
wah sia..dunno how their parents teach them one...grrrr...soo tan xiao pian yi..
hmm..bt overall, it was nt bad lahx..
afterall.. there r still mani kind ppls in s'pore.. haahaa.. =)

also played pool n watched happy feet over the past wk!!!
awww.. happy feet is soo funni n cute lahx...
i luv those baby penguins.. they're like small fur balls lohx..lol..

hmmm... quite tired lohx..
the past wk was like travellin all over s'pore..
*yawn*...

gd luck cum!!!!!!

grrrr..haf been damm suay nowadaes..
hope my luck will change for the better!!!!!
gd luck cum cum!!! =)

trials todae sucked totally...
almost broke my new blade..
n lost 2 the same person i beat in the poules...
wah seh man... super f* up lahx...
n tt freaking noisy crow-like coach
can't shut his big mouth 4 a sec man..

then ppls irritate mi everydae..
i seem to haf probs wif every1 n everythin man...
n certainly tt 1 wk of flu didn't help much...

oh ya!! my blade broke!!
n the worst thing is.. i wasn't even using it kae...
didn't use it 4 1 wk...then the moment i tried 2 repair the tip it jux broke lahx..
freaking sian diao can...
the blade is onli like less than how mani mths old nia..
then i had 2 pay 50 plus bucks 4 a new blade...
sianx...

grrr...
i so nid gd luck sia...
tml is the 1st dae for my 2 wks attachment at SGH..
aiman n samuel is oso in it..
hope the whole thing will be realli fun lahx..
then oso gt bbq at nite...
haahaa...
i nid 2 haf fun!! soo gettin bored at home sia...

-nid 2 wake up early tml!!-

sick

grrr...haf been missin 2 trainings le..
grrr... havin realli bad cold lahx..
gt slight fever summore...
gosh.. coachie lao wong is soo rite..
i can't take care of myself lahx..
sianx...
soo... i've been stuck at home 4 the past few daes..
grrr..so much for all those plans n celebrations..
grrr...
i wanna get well n go out!!!!!!!
awwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!

-a flaming heart? a frozen heart?-

yea!!!
the whole world celebrates!!!
OP is finalli over!!!
let's haf a party!!!
wheee!!!
freed from al sufferings!!!!!!

aniwae..
it's soo lucky sia...
i'm sick nw...
bad cough n flu sia...

courage

i'm beginning to find the courage...
i'll try...
trust mi...

a few more daes to freedom..
wheee!!!!!

oh ya!! tt dae tt small malay gurl in macs reali freaked mi out lahx...
she was sooo weird!!!
imagine her smearing her salive on my arm lahx..
yucks!!!
grrrrrrrrr....spoilt kid...

`soon-to-be-free`

dae

jux finished watching e korean movie-King and the CLown...
aft soo long..
still dun understand the plot lahx
haahaa..it's sooo gay-ish..

DOA is nice!!
the whole show is pretty short..1 hr plus nia...
bt it's action-packed throughout...
exciting!!! haahaa... =)

erm...promo results released todae...
glad most of the ppls promoted..
bt sumthing is rather weird...
erm...
hope those who dun get promoted dun take it too hard...

played badminton aft the results..
fun!!! wheee!! haahaa...

erm...
spoiler of the dae---
i hate irresponsible people..
sHitt on them...
jux get away frm mi lah...

yea i agree...
it's like we own him a debt frm our past lives man..
y does he haf 2 make us suffer liddat...
damMm it....

-wan mi 2 be nice...??
u watch urself 1st-

haha

oh man..
jux finished watching e korean movie-King and the CLown...
aft soo long..still dun understand the plot lahx
haahaa..it's sooo gay-ish..

DOA is nice!! haahaa...
the whole show is pretty short..1 hr plus nia...
bt it's action-packed throughout...
exciting!!! haahaa... =)

the results will be released tml...
erm...
tt means every1 will noe whether they'll be promoted anot...
hopefully most will make it bahx...

okie nw... i'm off 2 do PW!!!

-i wan more T1 gatherings-

Bukit Panjang Government High School

juz tt feeling..
i suddenly miss bp so much..
they're tearing down the whole sch for rebuilding veri soon..
n nxt fridae will be the official last day in the present buildings..

aww..sort of miss the buildings..n the ppls there too as well..
i can still remember the sec 1 orientations daes well--
the campfire nite..
n how i nearly screwed up my clazz's performance...haahaa

it's weird bt ya,i miss the buildings--
the rumoured-to-be-haunted corridor outside my sec 104 classrm..
the funni-smelling rm we used to haf chi lessons in...
my sec 4 cabin classrm wif all the posters...
the basketball courts with the floor forever covered in leaves...
the forever super dirty toilet behind the canteen...
the stairs tt will flood when there is heavy rain..
the pond containing all the fishes we named aft our fencing seniors..
the old fencing storeroom with lots of funny items n no lights..
the hall which is far too small..
the corridor we used to train on..(wif the slipperiest floor ever imagined)
n even the chem labs we haf CG sessions in..

awww...they will all soon be gone... ...

pioneer amplified

woooh!! yesterdae was PJC's open hse
*pioneer amplified!!*

was quite boring actualli..
considerin our sch is realli small...
haahaa..

our clazz booth was a total mess..
lucky thing we still earned a few bucks back lahx..
haahaa..
we sold self-decorated towels..n files..
they're all nice!! (includin those drawn by mi!! =P)

the mass dances were fun!!
lolx...
although we messed all the steps up..
bt who cares..we juz jump around lohx..
haaahaa...

tt bpian n tt pioneer totalli irritated mi
n all the others as well... =X

-save ur smile-

Pjc Achiever's Nite 06

13 Oct 06-
PJC's Achiever's Nite at S'pore Poly






Haahaa..the dinner wasn't too bad =P
gt quite a shock when we reached the guild house..
the girls were dressed well..so well tt they surprised mi..
haahaa..
shared a table wif the canoeing ppls..
n petanque team..which soo happen to be made up of 2 ex-bpians n 1 ex-greenridgean
haahaa..like pri n sec sch gathering liddat..

hsingfu was nice n entertainin as usual..zhiqin n zhijie too quiet though..
hahaaa..
the canoeing guy's shirt is sooo nice!!!!!

s'pore poly is sooo freakin nice lahx...

carpe diem

-Carpe Diem-
seize the day; enjoy the present

~Live your life~

shopping!!!

yea i lurve 2 shop...
muahahaha...
i nid shoes!!
oh man...sorry my feet...was killing u ytd...lolx

motivation!! gotta lost weight!!!
haaaahaaa...
jiayou!!!!!

-the attention-

bastard...

selfish creature...
guys like tt ain't worth ur tears...

-the last thing a guy should do is to make a girl cry-

Brand New!!

Whhheeee!! new skin!!
haahaa..yea i noe tis is ssooo nt my style..
bt i like tis aniwae!!!
heeeheee =)

whee!! soo lookin forward 2 e shoppin trip tis fri!!
muahahaha!!!
seriously can't wait 2 go out sia..
i've gt 2 see the outside world!!!
been sooo cooped up at home!! =X

i've gt a new hairstyle!!
heehee..jo n josie "styled" my hair juz nw..
curled it then tie it up..
nt bad sia..haaahaa..considerin both of them ain't professionals..
i guess havin messy hair isn't tt bad aft all..
lolx... =P

awww...no more movie marathon tml..
*sigh*
another dae at home..

the tag board look realli odd...

-There is no gene for fate-

Finalli!!!!!!

tis blog is like dead lahx...haahaa

yea finalli promos r over!!! wheeewheee!!!
haahaax...aft sooo much muggin... =)
hopefully every1 will do well n get promoted lahz...
i dun wan anione 2 retain sia..
will be super sad if anione is left behind... =(

whee!! time 2 slack!!! haahaa
i've been stoning..eatin..slping...
wad a piggy life... =P
high time 2 start moving!!!

yea..a huge discovery 4 mi yesterdae...
shinhwa's (some korean pop group) members smoke!!
man...i sooo saddened lahx...
i mean they're realli talented..great dancing n singing n stuff liddat...
[especially my fave member hyesung!!]
bt they had 2 smoke!! In fact i saw the actual video of hyesung smoking!!
arghhhh....sianx...i'm quite turned off actualli...
hate ppl (especially guys) who smoke...
wad's the diff btw smoking n slowly committin suicide??!!
*SADDENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...i'm hungry..
heehee

-make a secret-

nus biomed quiz

so so so...haven been updating 4 quite a while le..
life = stressful lahx..

aniwae went for NUS biomedical quiz thingy yesterdae..
nth exactly a waste of time since i did learn quite a lot frm it..
bt it was seriously a joke 4 us pioneers 2 be even present..
the rest of the jcs-HCI, Rj, Nj etc all been trainin for it since last yr can??!!
we were lke complete idiots nxt 2 them lahx..
(aniwae during the quiz i sat inbtw a RJ boi n NJ ger)

the quiz was all abt medicine yr 1 n a bit of our A lvl stuff..
obviously pj ppls all couldn't ans anithing except those we've learnt so far..
so we maybe answered about 10 out of the 100++ qus???
then the quiz was super tiring lahx..
3 mcq papers of 45 mins each (biochem, anatomy n physiology)
then 1 spots quiz which was open-ended n i left most of it blank..
my ans were seriously all nonsense lahx..
bt the Rj ppls were like--"I think i will get an A!!!"
n the Nj--"This one is easy."
get it?? tt's how dumb we r to even go for this quiz...

haahaa..bt one thingy the whole LT had in common during the quiz---
we were all FREEZING!!! it was super cold lahx..
n the MC was super funni...
he said sorry to us 4 the 'extreme cold'...n made the whole LT laugh..weird guy...

bt on the whole, it was realli an eye-opener for us..
it's soo rare (unless we get into medicine) to see a whole LT of doctors n doctors-to-be
great learning experience..
i'm sooooo inspired to study hard nw!! jiayou!! =)

oh ya.. nt 2 forget---the food provided was gd too..haahaa..

others updates of my life--
-went for BP speech dae last fri
-had a realli great gathering wif the T1 ppls!! miss them soo much!!
-won a gold at the nat cadets
-a silver in the div A schools juz last wed
-finalli gt much of my fencin stuff le!! wheee!!
-hw is starting 2 pile up le..

mux realli work hard le!!
jiayou!!!!!!!!!

wooh!!

whee..had such a great time over tis 'post-exam' break.. =)

todae's PW workshop was weird..
the 'instuctor' was quite ap lahx...
then all the talks..sianz diaox..
was pretty nervous at start..
then had fun laughin at the rest...
saw the nervous n jittery side of the ppls..
haahaa..vanessa was soo red in e face lahx..
soo funni!!

then things gt boring as time passes...
so dull..hopefully tml will be beta bahx...

the chalet was great..haahaa..had soo much fun!!
end up i nv slp fer 3 nitex lahx..haahaa

1st dae- only gt 8 of us there..
morning went shopping for food n stuff..
exceeded the budget...(becos of food..)
then went 2 chalet at costa sands(pasir ris)
it's soo freaking small there lahx..
then afternoon went play monkey n 'vollyball' at e field near the beach (soo pri sch ritex)
then soaked in the sea for hrs lohx..
jac happily swimmin..vanessa scared of deep waters..
nic attractin the gers frm dunearn/dumman n gt us the big ball.. =)
dingding jumped over us into the water n us burying his shirt in the sand..
then at nite juz bbq n slacked lohx..
mahjong n cards for them..i juz stoned the whole nitex..
haahaa...

2nd dae-they all went back 2 sch 4 oral
onli mi n van left at chalet lohx..
we watched cartoon n then went cheers at downtown 4 shopping
2 of us super power lahx..dragged a pack of characoal..bags of snacks n 5 bottles 1.5L drinks back..lol
then soo bored we went afternoon nap (soo no life lohx..)
at 4 i went 2 collect the satay lohx..tupid uncle..
made mi run aft his van..grrrr...

evening they came back witf 2nd grp of ppls..
bbq-ed again..haahaa..
kept eatin lohx..
then the gers went upstairs
mi, jac n the guys played mahjong..
taught matt..he worse than me lahx..
cannot differentiate btw 6 n 7..haahaa..
then dingding kept scaring the gers...lol...

then watched soccer..germany vs italy...
sian diaox..et summore..
then scored when i went toilet lahx..irritatin..
italy won lohx..soo sad 4 germany lahx..

3rd dae- juz ate n played mahjong..
cleared up the place n left le lohx..
jy was tellin us abt the eerie stuff in the chalet..
freaky...

nt bad overall lahx...quite fun..
juz tt again there's nt much activity..
hope there would be outings soon lohx...

world cup finals-Italy vs France...

grrr..i wan to go shopping!! =)

leave some time for mi

-ppl r soo busy tt they forget 2 pay attention to ppl close 2 them..-

yea hopefully things in sch turn out fine...
been havin headaches n other crappy illnesses..
n my health is gettin worse..
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!

soo tired...n my crappy mp3 is still spoilt..
sian diaoz..

finaali sum more rest time since FSI..
my papers finalli r over todae..
argggggggghhhh...
hope i'll at least meet my own expectation bahx..

awww...i'm soo addicted 2 k pop..*bleahx*

-the secret to life is complementary-

imisshim

omg i'm being such an idiot..

y do ming-xing lian haf 2 be soo eye-catching..
sianx..now i'm soo sad cos i nv take pic wif him..
hhaaahaa..
so end up i still nv take pics wif those cool korean guys lahx..
soo saddening..
maybe nxt yr bahx..i shall leave it 2 fate..

FSI ended yesterdae...
by the time i went there zg,yz n drug addict oreadi lost liaox..
sian diaox..
42-45 to indonesia..soo close lahx...
then s'pore team won the men's foil silver
lost to kor team in the finals..my idol's team..haahaa..
ming-xing-lian soo cute lahx..eugene they all amazed by him too..
he's turbo fast lahx..can go fence sabre if he decides to quit foil
lol..

i'm still saddened...
nv mind..
sld try n get over it...

dreaming of u

Dreaming of you
Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are
Thinking of me, too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me, and I
Wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close; but, so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you Yes, I do

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Ah, ah (Corazón)
I can't stop dreaming of you (No puedo dejar de pensar en ti)
I can't stop dreaming (Cómo te necesito)
I can't stop dreaming of you (Mi amor, cómo te extraño)

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you."
I love you, too

Now, I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly

FSI 06

ooh..FSI is rather fun lahx..haahaa

aniwae..got a silver 4 team event todae..
aiya..dunno wad's happening most of the time lahx..
gt a real bad stomachache..
n josie was having fever..
the whole dae soo screwed lahx..

in the morning rushed like crazy..
then 'sumone' gave us the f face lahx..

1st was against our own Z ppls..
sian diaox..of all the teams we had 2 meet our own ppl..
next was against indonesia..
tt almost killed mi..sianx..
then finals was against our s'pore nat team..
a complete joke...we were basically laughin our way thru..
n making a fool out of ourselves..
haahaa..soo funni lahx..soo malu-ating..

eww...the kor guys r soo freaking cool..
my ming-xing-lian..'DNA'..n Kim K.Y
haahaa..the taipei sabre guy is pretty cool too..
lol..
those guys make s'porean guys look soo pathetic..
they look soo gd..n r soo freakin great at fencing..
i wanna take pics wif them lahx..dunno still gt chance anot..
sianz..lol

hopefully the guys tml can get sumthin back too..

come on!!

tired lahx..haahaa..

sooo mani stuff goin on...i'm goin dizzy..

SMU is seriously cool okay..i love the scenery..lolx..

back!!

wooh!! minky's back!! muahahaha..

gotta stay focused n train realli hard man..i've been lagging lahx..it's seriously time 4 mi 2 buck up n start killin others!! the main comps r cummin up real soon n no more time 4 mi 2 slack!! =)

aniwae..the stories frm the chalet r showin their powers on mi oreadi..i have a phobia of willow trees liaox..haahaa..

1 advice for gals: stay awae frm angmohs when they're drunk!! we saw a whole of them peeing behind the trees lahx!! it was beside the main road!! OMG!! totalli freaked mi n auntie out!! lolx..luckily it was nite n dark n we didn't see anithin we sldn't..haahaa..

yea!! family lunch lata!! it seems a million yrs le..

-i hope i'm the source of ur troubles-

sleep rox

yea..sleeping rox!! the best thing in the world..(maybe except 4 eating!!! muahaha)..kae lahx..i slept 4 a full 14hrs jux nw..thanx 2 jac lahx!! i didn't slp 4 the whole nite at the chalet can!!

aniwae eddie koh's chalet wasn't too bad wif all the eating n crappin n mahjong-ing..haahaa..bt it's way too SHORT!! we chiong there aft sch on wed..stayed overnite n slowly came back on thur 4 the absolutely redundant econs "lesson"..sianx lah..

it's all abt eating at the chalet..muahaaahaa...we ate n ate..frm the bbq all the way 2 the nxt morning..lolx..then we all squeezed together at nite 2 watch 'incredible tales'..so cosy haaahaa..n nice mi,nic n dennis kept jac occupied the whole nite while everyone was snoring awae.. =) nth much 2 do at nite lohx...we rolled on the floor..played cards..mahjong-ed..crapped..laughed at jac n others who r snoring..basically tt's it lahx..

haahaa..eddie koh failed 2 keep the opp genders in their rm..lolx..in the end everyone's everywhere!! n the girls ended up fun n mass-dancing in the rm lahx..it's soo weird lahx!!

then thur mornin b4 cuming back, we went 4 a short 'excursion' to the Red Hse..kenneth brought us there thru a huge detour..(morning walk i presume..)..then jiayi, jac they all stayed outside while mi n the rest went in lohx(incidentally, 13 of us went so we can't all go in)..nth happened lahx.. bt i'm realli sensitive 2 such stuff n sorta can feel somethin weird there..so aft a while we gt bored n went back 2 chalet 4 the movie "Shutter" lohx..i fell asleep lahx..watched it b4 le mahx..

then ate again b4 leaving..so super reluctant lahx..haahaa..then we went 2 lot 1 for lunch!! muahahah..eating again..then we took our own sweet time n went 4 econs 1/2 hr late!! muahaha..we soo kool lahx..n then the 'invisible hand' gave us the test ans n said we can leave le!! wah..quite a waste of time lahx..we spent barely 1/2 hr in the LT!! sianx diaox..

then went home slp le lohx..can't tahan animore..haahaa..i the sort who nids slp a LOT one lahx..

sianx..i'm hungry again..lolx..n i'm soo lookin forward 2 our clazz chalet!! Wheeeeeee!!

troubled bt the troubles...
the unwanted made troubles double..

-i'm still here-

tired tired..

awww..i'm suppose to be creatin my ct's blog lahx..
bt i'm too lazy 2 search 4 a cute skin..
haaahaa..
any kind soul willing to extend ur help??

aniwae life sux..
with all the xtra lessons during the 'holidaes'
or so called "holidaes"..
no staying up late at nite..
no free time 4 slackin..
life sux..

i wan play overnite mahjong!!
lolx..
jux returned frm jac's hse lahx..
supposed 2 be doin pw..
bt we ended up playing mahjong instead..
aiya..lolx..

aniwae tis morin went super early 2 Z 4 the kid's comp
some of them r realli kool..
especially sean cooper..
he'll grow up 2 be a REAALLI gorgeous...
haahaax..i'm goin 2 kidnap him n wait for him 2 grow up!!
muahahaha!!!
then rushed 2 jac's hse lohx..
tt idiot XXXXXXXXX...one of the worst person i've ever known..
sian 1/2......

awww...
tt person is alwaes soo down..
why??
n the other..

i soo tired of this life..
bt wad can i do???

---his musical talent amazes mi..
no more pls---

wooh..

it's a miracle i'm still alive..seriously...
survived thru the hectic wk..n there's more cumin up..

yea..back frm the SDP camp..
wasn't too bad lahx..
jux tt the stufF was a bit too little fer a 3 daes 2 nite camp..
a bit too slack too..

all i remember frm the camp:
1st dae--gathered at 5 plus..
the usual wacko n ice-breaking stuff..
tried 2 play games..
bt obviously my grp's too smart..
took them less than 5 secs 2 finish the game..
it's seriously impressive.. =)
oh ya!! gt mass n fun dance!! =)
then aft a extremely boring talk slept le lohx
slack ritex..
bt then..we had 2 slp outside mpr3..
hahax..danger zone..

2nd dae--fire drill cum wake up call at 5 am..
dammit..hahahx..
my faciliator wee kian was the bad guy..
gosh..he realli scared mi when he shouted at us liddat..
soo diff frm the usual gentle n caring him..
lol...quite scary arh him..mood change soo fast one...
then went fer hike at BTH lohx..
tiring lahx..bt i survived..lolx!! =P
afternoon gt summore boring talks..(wad more 2 expect..SDP mahx..muahahax)
i dozed off twice though..hahax..
then slack slack until nite then slp again lohx..
was ADMIRING the lightning when lying outside..
soo nice of them 2 bluff us rain have stopped so tt we slp outside..

3rd dae--even betta..fire drill at 3am..
tt sure sucked..lolx..
then went back slp a while lohx..
5.30 went fer PT..
the slackest PT i ever had in my entire life..
few rounds of simple exercise n 2 REALLI slow rounds on the track..
it was soo slack they had time 2 cheer the polo n owens cheer..
n us 2 sing the whole full version of the bp sch song..lolx..
wad 2 do..bpians flooding the whole SDP..
my grp alone gt 4 bpians lahx.. =)
PT ended wif an encore of mass n fun dance!! the best part!!
then gt some station games n we packed n left lohx.
'da bao' lots of food home cos they gt xtra..
hahah..sianx..

overall..it's nt too bad lahx..
at least the camp wasn't flooded wif extreme nerds.. =P
n i noticed a lot of ppl tt i've nv seen b4..
it's jux tt i'm realli tired..
haven been slping well since last wk..
the workload's snowballing..hopefully i wun break down..

i nid rest!! i wan to slp!!

whee!!

arhh...guess wad...
happy birthdae to mi!!!
i'm officially seventeen!! =P

went celebration wif the ppls at westmall!!
soo fun lahxx!!
had pizzahut!! soo full lohx..
pity my poor stomach!! =)
they brought a super nice ice-cream cake for mi!!
fellow birthdae boi squareface cut the cake!! power!!
the cake was soo hard kevin n aiman had 2 push the knife down for mi when i tried 2 cut lahx..
lolx... =P
awww...then played hide-n-seek..lolx..
kevin found mi n wx!! eeew...smart him..haaahaa...
sorrie guys..i jux wanted 2 haf fun.. =P

nt bad lahx..fun dae!!
thanx guys soo much 4 the cute 'deflated balloon',the fun dae n for everything..
thanx sarah, sk,yiyong,tuan yeow,kayda,xue'er,aiman n kokkun 4 the card..
thanx feli 4 the card..

happy happy sweet seventeen 2 mi!! =)



shaorong n his elmo!!



aiman.spastic mi.shaorong!!

tired...

awww...tired lahx...
such a bz week..nxt wk would be worse..sianx...

okay..koh's great at suan-ing our arguements..
soo gd tt i almost died of excess laughing..
fine..wadeva tt makes u haappi..
-->singles aren't emotionally unstable
-->neither r they physically/sexually deprived.. =D

yea..went lot 1 wif the ppls 2 rot..
met wx n the whole bunch of acjc ppls..
matt wee,malvin, vanessa ho,yuntong etc was there
haahaa..soo weird..they in ac uniform..
rotted for super long lahx..
we're be gd barriers kae..4 blockin paths..
haahaa..

was reading the popular gay bloggie jux nw..
yea..some ppls look down on homos...
bt i beg 2 differ..
wad's wrong wif being truthful abt ur own sexuality??!!
i admire them seriously...for being soo honest n brave..

sianz..i'm sick of all those teasing..
nw i gt soo mani lovers huh??!!

wadeva..*hand sign*

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song

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side...

sickening

arghhh...
I HATE DIETING!!!
if i ever were to fast..i'll die!!!

trying sooo hard 2 prevent myself frm excessive eatin lahx...
such a torture...
bt cannnot let my extra skippings go 2 waste!!
arghhhhh!!!

jian chi dao di!!

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heehee

wadeva..i wun comment much on the nite jaunt thingy..except tt the balloting soo amazes mi..
J2s takin up nearly half the places(when they sae priority 2 J1s..)
a06 wif almost 20 plus ppls goin..
bt none frm s03 n so4...
all i can sae is...WAH!!
great balloting!! cheers 2 the admin!!

ok enuf of the sarcasm..
nw the good news..
i passed my chem test!!!
wooah!!! heeheee =P

ahhhaaahhh...i can jolly well live without you..
u're jux a sumbody..

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lonely soul

jux put up sum pics 4 e last post..check it out yea??(it's below..wif the previous post)

yea..yesterdae went trainin
lest came 2 pick joy up..
n josie dragged mi along wif them..
i went along lohx..nt wantin them her feel bad abt abandonin mi..

then went novena sq..
had ljs..matt came soon..
ya lah..i end up 'bright' again..
2 swweet couples wif one poor xtra soul..
which so happens 2 be mi..

then went over 2 united sq..
they sat down n play 'truth or dare' lohx..
i made matty n lest hug each other 4 a dare..
they almost gang up 2 throw mi down the fountain lahx..
sianz..(",)

aft tt i rotted beside them..
they had fun..doin couple stuff..
i jux started countin the stars in the sky..amusin myself..

it seems 2 get pathetic..
i'm alwaes alone..
the 2 of them haf their other half..
n things get realli irritatin while their other half is alwaes 1st..
i'm 2nd..
n i seem 2 be e xtra even although i've knew them 4 far longer than the bfs..

it doesn't realli matter whether i exist anot..
it certainly seems so..

7 odd yrs of frenship..
bt juz a bf of less than 2 mths can replace mi..
how sad n weak can tis frenship be..

it feels soo horrible..
i hate being alone
i'm scared of being alone..
so lost..so helpless..so forgotten..
i nid someone by my side too..

-solitary-

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funn dae!!

ice age 2 rox man..
shooo ccute!!
diego..i luv u!! muahahahax!!
(yea i bit laggy i noe.. =P )










wheee!!
yesterdae was funnn!!!!
went town wif the ppls..
was raining cat n dogs n hamsters n wadeva when i reached..
ran frm busstop 2 hmv lohx..
gt wet..haahahax..

sooo qiao!! saw suanyee,wuhan n mark inside!!
wah!!wuhan dao one..haahaa..
suanyee waved at mie..
lolx..soo fuunni..he looks weird waving..haahaa
nice nice him.. =)
but y issit tt i'm seein fencers everywhere huh..
last time saw e.s,wuhan,ruth ngo n georgina..
tt dae saw jay,kelly n yz..
wah...fated lahx..

finalli managed 2 cross 2 cini wif xiang's umbrella(the saviour)..
then met jac n dingdong..
went cafe cartel..had chessecake!! wheeee!!
then puddy came..in her tamil trad costume!!!
woohh...mei niu!!!
haahaa..
she was soo paiseh lahx..













--puDdy hidINg!!! --



















--the magic bangles/specs--

took neoprint..
without u aiman!!
yea!! haahaaa!!! *bleah*

slacked ard in cini lohx..
then went arcade..
soo funni!!
played the table hockey thingy..
n the white thingy flew out at least 3 times!!!
hit one guy on his leg n he stared at us!!
muahahaha..a bunch of jokers!! =D

p/s: dun ever team mi in the table hockey game..
i'm great at scoring own goals!! =P

then went home lohx..
took bus wif dingdong..
tt was borin cos he didn't tok
haahaa..sianz...

short bt fun trip!!
we mux go play the hockkey game once a mth lahx!!
u will completely lose it man.
muahahaha...

heehee..i'm happi..

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funni

wooh..so tired man..
lotsa stuff happenin..

tml no sch!!!
wheee!!! =)
gotta hang out wif the ppls!!
yeah!! =D

todae pe was killer..
2.4km plus tonin stuff..
run..jump..run..sit-ups..run..inclines..run...blah blah..
but jac,vaness n mi were sooo kool kae..
we were fast lahx..
heehee...

lessons were ok..
at least finalli am listenin in maths lec..
achievement!! wheeee!!
*clap clap clap*

aft sch stayed in canteen wif the ppls..
went to lot 1 n stoned in macs..
then went wif jp 2 bpp 4 T1 gathering..
nt bad lahx..quite mani ppls were there..
njc..acjc..ajc..pjc..poly..
we're all everywhere..
bt think everyone's still rather happi..
nt bad!!! =)

saw yuan zi at cca interchange wif jay n kelly
so qiao!! ppls r everywhere!!!

goodness..which crappy soul sent tt msg..
so malu-ating..
end up can't even eat in peace..

aiya..onli u..haahaa

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stressed

oh man..i screwed up the whole chem test...
haahaa...
n guess wad..
everyone is soo high aft the test..
symptom of mental unstability??!!!
argh!!!

ya lah..shouldn't even be bloggin..
gt piles of stuff 2 do..
guess i can't slp until 1 or 2 plus lohx..
poor mi... =X

sch todae was nt bad..
heard the ppls tokin abt shaorong's(spelled correctly??) n my b'dae..
which so happens 2 be on the same dae!!!
woooh!! shooo kool!!
where's my surprise??!!!
wahahahhaa...

spent 1 n a half hrs luffing at our econs cher aka 'invisible hand'
he's super funni lahx..
threatened 2 throw dennis out of the window..
n he suddenly started jumpin ard in class!!
imagine a 50 plus yr old jumpin lahx.. =)

poor kq..
coca is 4 makin cocaine..a drug...
it's not coco..
we dun put coca in our milo...lolx...

==++~~drama durin econs----~~++==
~~kq:"we put coca in milo..rite??"
invisible hand:*stares* "cocaine is a drug!!! u put later police catch arhx!!!!"

----minutes later---

kq:"so when we drink coffee..we drink less cocaine lahx..??"
*everyone pengz*~~
muahahaha...joker..

enjoy watchin ppls play cheat at pull-ups..
haahaa..
cheaters..
girls one soo freakin easy compared 2 guys lahx..
haahaa..
thankful man.. =)

freakin tired..
cannot!!
mux chiong finish!!
jia you!! =)

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pain

yea..took a liking 2 classical music recently..
the pieces r simply......beautiful...

work is killin mi..
i've been havin headaches like crazy...
horrible!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!
i hate headaches!!

awww..yea..
the feeling tt u can't express..
the thingy inside u tt u haf 2 supress..
it's a digusting feeling..

u noe it..he doesn't..
u feel it..u hope he does too...
sickening...

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pain

yea..i'm hopeful everydae..
yet i usually end up in pain..
it's a horrible feeling..
the burnin urge within mi..
the soon-to-cum outburst..

have been muggin like anione else lahx..
nth much happenin..
except tt i've been doin especially well nowadaes in entertainin others..
yea..
mi n my "SHUDDUPs"..

paddi!! u r sooooooooooooo amusing!! muahahahhax =D

my mp3 is spoilt!!
oh man..saddened lahx..
i nid it soo badly...

screw e sch admin..
it sux big time..
nv fail 2 make a mess out of things..
the tupid policies it makes..
n the DM n i made enemy out of each other
he jux doesn't like mi okay!!

i'm in darwin..
wad the hell..might as well put mi in every single hse lahx..
i'm JUX startin 2 like keller okay..
despite it being red AGAIN..i dun mind..

yea..i'm feelin the pain again..
every now n then..
the hopes..my heartbeat increases..i hold my breath..

my special dae!!

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busy

yeah..extremely busy weekend...

my gp cher is super kool kae..
he majored in religion in uni..
was blah-ing on n on abt religions..
impressive of cos..
he nv fail 2 amaze mi.. =)

erm..dunno wad i was doin 4 the past wk...
pretty slacky i guess..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

at least i'm enjoyin every dae in sch..
gt gd company yea.. =)

miss bp soo much suddenly...
it's goin thru PRIME at end of tis yr i think..
so it's movin 2 beside pj!!
oh man..flocks of bpians fightin wif pioneers 4 the mac..
haahaa..goodness..
aft a few yrs..bp is goin back 2 e old home..
soo weird lahx..

yes..live n let live..

the april babies r cumin ya way!!whoosh!!

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weekends!! wheee!!!

okay..i jux gt rid of e tupid cockroach tt had been terrorisin my home 4 e past wk!!
powerr!! =)

whoo..lotsa stuff happened/happenin..
piles of hw n revision...
dozens of files 2 buy...
finalli gt my my GC yesterdae..
sharin locker wif jac...
signed up 4 nyaa...
external cca approved i think...so trainings resumed...

awww..my big toe..
yanlong fell on it yesterdae durin trainin lohx..
he soo heavy lahx..mux be at least 60++ to 70kg
my toe was bleedin lohx.. =(
how 2 train liddat lata??!!
nvm..still mux go cos lata lao wong givin treat!!
yipppi!!
a reward 4 mie lehx!!
heehee!! =D

*sings*
teddy bear teddy bear
runnin here n runnin there
teddy bear...

heehee..i learned tis song durin pri 1
...in 3 languages!!
haahaa..suddenly thot of it.. =P

1st official day

1st official day in pioneer...
1st day mie in my pj uni...

our appeal didn't work out..
06S03..oh man...
onli mie.jac.liang ying.harold.tze yein.jane n dennis in tis clazz lahx..
all the rest in S04..
i miss the guys sooo much lahx..

aimaann 4 irritatin mi..paddimama 4 jux existin 2 amuse miee..wx 2 laugh at my nt funni jokes..feli's brillant drawings.shar's serious face...awwwww....

things are nt tt bad..still gt jac n ppls wif miee..bt of cos..still lackin of soo much fun in clazz..i don't realli noe anione else in s03 le..

HOWEVER...our teachers n timetable rox man!! It's one of the shortest i've seen..n since i dun haf 2 take chi..i'm released at 11.30 on weds n 12.30 on fridays!! tues oso gt free period..Woohh..soo shuang lah...heehee =) bt then..my whole clazz onli gt mi n another ger nt takin chi..so how am i goin 2 survive the empty slots alone??!!

Shafa's our PW cher!! wheeee!!! n mary lim's my bio tutor again!! Wahahahah...BUT..our chem cher sux..she lke tokin 2 kindergarden kids lidaat lah..wth..n pe cher nt cameron le..aiya...

then aft sch waited old so4 ppls..miss them soo much..then we went lot 1 kfc n we crammed ard 3 tables..haahaa.ssoo hard 2 share a table wif 2 guys lah..their legs soo long..haahaa..crapped while the ppls ate..

ermm..onli 1st dae n i'm missin them soo much oreadi..oh man...then gt a HUGE HUGE bear bear 4 wx as super belated b'dae pressie..beta late then nv ritex...muahahah..then bear bear is lyin on my bed nw..bringin it 2 sch tml 2 gif her..heeheee..sooooo cutee lahx!! =)

jux cut my hair..still same length bt nw it's super thin n layered..n my fringe!! sooo short!! ohhhh...aft keepin it 4 few yrs..finalli decided 2 cut it short..haahaa..bt look ssooo weird lahx.. =D

ikea

went IKEA!!
lotsa stuff!!kids toys soo cute!!
brought cookie jar 4 auntie!!
scared lah..soo mani ppl n i was holdin the jar in my hand
jux one small *bang* n i die lor..
soo clinged onto the jar lke it's gold liddat..
haahaa.. =)

josie gt her cardboard boxes n sumthin 4 her bro
mie?? i gt nth todae..
muahahah...
so guai...

then went 2 queensway..walk walk ard
tryin 2 find the shoes 4 matty
soo hard lah..can't find..
who ask him 2 be laggy n fussy..

was soo hungry jux nw i could haf died lah..
feedd mieeeee..... =P

yea i'm boreeeddd......

my bro have been irritatin mie lahx..
been doin translations 4 him
feel lke some language pro nw..muahahahax..
he n his chi hw arhx..haix.. =)

life at homey is BORING!!
sld haf gone out yesterdae..

yea wooh!!
weain new uni tml!!
hahah..i noe lah..a bit laggy =P
bt aniwae..the blouse seriously look lke bp's blouse..
jux nid 2 tear awae the red line n add the pj 'tag' lohx..

sianz...so fast holis over liaox..
wad the hell have i been doin??!!

awww...gt my eyecandy's email..
thanx 2 *ehem's* mistake..
heehee..aiya..

stupid bro..
USELESS USELESS USELESS
scared of 1 small cockroach... =X

wooo!! i finalli studied!!
finished econs yesterdae lah..
was readin both nj n pj notes together
almost vomit blood leh..
wad pj cover in A SET of notes..
nj can cover in ard 5 PAGES liddat..
wad the lah...

nj's short n detailed--
straight 2 the pts
pj's crappy..lotsa extra stuff..
nt exactly a bad thing..
can train us 2 extract the USEFUL INFO..
lolx...
ya la ya la..self-consolation..
muahahaha...

aniwae trainin was super duper slacky
didn't fence at all
reach Z mie n josie went 2 buy mashmallows
n we finish the whole packet leh!!!
all by ourselves!!!
wheee!! oops!! =P

then act act loh..
pretended 2 train..
hahah..then gt bored n we ran awae at 10pm..lolx
then went pasar malam ard bpp
soo fun!! soo much food!!
had cheese hotdog..otah!!
nicey nicey!!
woohh...*drools* =D

met marcus wong on lrt..
soo tall n mature liaoz..hahaha
bt still e crappy "big bird" lahx
rj..sure anot?? bluff us issit??
haahaax..i wan 6A1 gatherin sumtimes lehx..
no seoul garden or football or bball pls...

aiya..silly mie..
nth realli involves mi actualli..
bt i get soo troubled over the 5 of them..
wad 2 do..my 2 besties..
ehem..hope things work out lah..
i feel quite bad loh..
sumhow i DID sumthin..

~hope everyone will be happi~
~we're best frenz foreva!!~

wheee!!!
jux came home wif pj uniform!!
wth..wasted 2 trips 2 tupid bibi n baba..
could haf jux gotten frm yangtze kiang lahx..
soo near yet soo far..lolx..
6 yrs wearing yangtze kiang clothes..wth... =)

it's more ex though..
bt can save on the altering..
the skirt is oreadi short..
haahaa..
bt the material n design a bit diff..
summore the blouse size same as my bp uni..
look over-sized..weird weird one..
hurrhurr~

swimming is fun!!
can c all those weird weird man sun-tannin..
muahaha..so dark oreadi still tan wad...
like sunnin ikan bilis liddat..
muahaha...so funni lah!!
then josie sae i look lke matrix doin the kick underwater..
slow mo..haahaaa...
so powderful!! muahahha =P

goin 2 IKEA lata..
where is my pullover!!!!!?????

weird dae..

awww...
tis comp is gettin on my nerves..

woke up REALLI early todae lah
despite losin soo much slp last nite..
waited 4 aiman at lrt at 7.20
the same time path left her hse..lol..
went 4 CHEM LECTURE!!!!!
woooah...actuaali onli 1st part lah..
decided 2 zhao durin break
n so we did..muahahah..

then had mac breakfast!!
woah..been ages since i had hotcakes lah!!
wheee...maple syrup soo sweet...
haahaha..i lke soo suku liddat.. =P

then soo sleepy..again...
so went home 2 slp..
woke up at 2 plus..
had a wardrobe revolution!!!
threw out lotsa kiddy-size tees..
muahaha...soo fun!!

went runnin at the canal..
c i soo hardworking!!
hurrhurr..

ehem..goin swimmin tml wif josie
or rather..PLAY WATER!!!
muahahaha!!

okay..i'm goin 2 study!!
it's a promise!! =)

piggy dae

yea..date movie is crap..
can't get head or tail out of tt tupid show..
wasted my 7 bucks..

argh...
another wasted trip 2 bibi baba..
tis poor gurl has been runnin abt too much..
phone nos will cum in handy..

T1 gatherin was pretty crappy i guess
the party onli started aft i had 2 leave..
b4 tt was jux rottin in cal's hse
watched tennis n football wif the guys..
cal's hse is sooo kool!!
muahahaha..
i miss bp..

CT outin was nt bad..
except 4 the movie..
mie n path kept eating..
lolx..
then we rotted..
n 'shopped' wif aiman,kk n path..
weird shoppin-mates lahx.
haahaaahaaa...

soo tired..
fell asleep rite aft dinner
haahaa..pigpy mie..
jux woke up..
goin back 2 pig le..
if i can wake up tml then go 4 lectures loh..
tt's if i can wake up lah..

i luv famous amos cookies!!
i luv the brownies frm taka!!
i luv cheesecake!!
muahahahaha!! =D

nice dae!!

wheeee!!
aft stressin myself out for 1 wk..
finalli had one enjoyable dae!!

went town wif josie yesterdae..
argh..argh...
didn't get uni in e end cos no stock again..
nvm..cos goin there lata again.. (",)

gt my pencil case liao!!
blueish-green long one frm roxy!!
soooo kool!!! =D

gt a nice nice necklace oso!!
2 stars wif a heart in-between!!
yippi!!!

we n josie gotta be fake twins..
same shoes..
same hairband..
same uniform!!
haf 2 copy her messy style..
muahahha...

goin out 2 cal's hse soon
T1 gathering..
then headin off 2 town..
CT outing..
c i soo bz arhx...
haahaaa..

so cya!!

uniform!!

yippi yippi yea!!
goin 2 town 2 get my uniform lata!!!
finalli changin out of my bp uniform of 4 yrs.3 mths of age!!
gonna keep one set though..
can use it 2 smuggle into bp sumdae... =P

hopefully can get 2 sets todae lah...
lazy 2 go again...

oh man..a whole list of stuff 2 get...
-pencil case-
-uniform/polo tee/pe tee/hse tee-
-BoA's "OUTGROW"!!-
-new socks-
-addidas's fruitty perfume-

n maybe...a new haircut??
dun be shocked if i appear on nxt mon in short hair!!
muahahahaha =P

bored

bored lah...rotted for 2 daes at home..
ate n slept..slept n ate...
piggy piggy miee...


*cleanin out my wardrobe!!!!*
*throw throw!!!*

last dae of pjc o2

i'm addicted to JJ Lin's "Down"...it's sooo sweet....

aniwae last dae of PJC's o2 ended yesterdae wif the campfire finale..although it was a real fire tis time..it jux wasn't as gd as o1 lahx..the mood isn't there without ppls like yvonne screaming..n my og mates all disappeared..wadeva..lucky 2 haf path 4 company!! thanx gurl!!

thur had games..my 2nd games dae in my 3rd n last orientation of the yr..soo tiring lah..my knees hurt like dunno wad..

jux was a bit disappointed wif the final campfire of o2..soo sad lah..no much fun..wad's the pt of buildin a campfire when we dun dance ard it hand-in-hand!!?? bt fun n mass dance wasn't too bad..the 1st sux as i had 2 dance wif one super not-on og mate...spent 95% of time screamin at her to get enthu..sianx..

then 2nd dance we dance wif bryon ppls..lolx..tt one was fun man!!! =)

didn't slack as predicted...miee n path ran the whole road-run yesterdae!! woah gurl!! we rox man!! ^5

aniwae vivian came back yesterdae..aiya gurl...glad when i saw u i didn't feel regrets..haahaa..hopefully i'll nv regret!!

gettin uniform soon...goin back to hit the books sooon... =)

tis wk has been realli tiring..i've made the most decisions i've ever made in my whole life..i'm worn out..ppls jux see the surface of things..they don't understand the pain i undergo beneath..

lalalalalala~ my teddy bear!!!

2nd dae at njc

okay..tis post is delicated to yesterdae actualli..2nd day/last day of orientation at NJC..which so happened to be my 2nd n last official dae there too..

first of all..thanx n thanx n thanx to my sweet ogls--aline.joli.wen yi.shu hui.eun xiong(sorrie i dunno the exact spelling..) and wen hao...thanx 4 all ur effort n the fun n scandals u brought to mi throughout my realli short stay in njc..thanx a million guys!!

yea..dae 1 sux bt dae 2 is soo much beta!! it was a full games dae lah...first in mornin we had the picinic..was great lah!! had lotsa chips n biscuits n even tried to do a full 'summer night' dance..not bad!! bt then..they had a song delication thingy..n ' You and Me' happened to be the 2nd song..so was a bit sadden then lah..cos it seriously reminded mi of pj yet again..

then went for station games..n it was then i changed my mindset of muggers....they play realli HARD n ROUGH!! woah..quite scary loh..the way they play...

had a few games..first was to transfer water frm one pail to another on the track..the guys stripped for us 2 use their shirts!! LOLx!! *clap clap*..they super on lah!! haahaa..then had 2 climb the soapy slope usin a rope..okay lah..bt i did miss a step n scraped my knee..*ouch*..oso had the zigzag bench game--benches were lined up in zigzag form n soapy water poured over it.. then the 2 teams stand at each end with one member lying on stomach on the bench..the team is suppose 2 pull the member by the limbs n the 2 players play 'scissors,paper,stone' loh..the winner forwards until he/she reach the end loh..tis game is super rough lah..they realli PULL okay!! wah...pain pain...

then had lunch..okay..things i realli haf 2 credit njc---the food is realli nice...n the toilets though hard to find..are realli clean!!

aft tt had mass dance..finished up wif 'Summer Night' n then 'Upside Down'..quite cool lah..bt it can get rather tough..n since we onli had like 2 hrs plus learn tis 2 super long dances..i think we're realli gd le loh..the 1st intakes took 2 wks kae!! lolx...*clap clap*...muahahhaa..

it's basically a fun dae lah..glad during my 2 days as a NJCian i did haf fun..still not able to bond wif others though..there alwaes seem to be something wrong..a gap i can't cross over to..

then went for og dinner at KAP..was actualli feelin great at start bt then suddenly, dunno y, i felt soo scared...the ppls all like soo super smart..i was suddenly fearful n lost again...i sort of dun realli haf the confident 2 fight wif them lah..i mean i noe my capability..i nid reassurance n morale boosters a lot..n certainly in nj..i'm gotta face lots of low morale..somethin i can't take...

imagine ppl all ard u r either like u or mostly better than u..they r confident n all out to win..it's jux soo hard 4 mi..nt tt i'm feelin inferior..bt i do noe my basics r nt exactly strong n i do nid a lot of guidence still..so i decided nj may nt be for mi after all..

after feelin soo lousy, i left early lah..then went downstairs 2 cold storage 2 visit the ppls..they're all happi loh..i felt soo much like cryin lah..i wasn't haapi at all!! bt i stopped myself all da way back home until i can't take it animore..felt like such a big crybaby..like a complete idiot..dunno wad's wrong wif mie nowadaes..i dun remember even sheddin a tear 4 like dunno how mani yrs loh..weird...

then chatted online n heard abt how silly it would be if i appeal..bt i decided it sldn't be the case lah..then made up my mind actuali when tokin 2 auntie over the phone..she's unhappi she's nt in cjc bt pj...n i gt into nj bt wans 2 go back pj..irony rite...

aiya..i followin my heart too much nowadaes...dunno it's a gd or bad thing..i'm takin a easier stand in life..pj's changed mi much...i can't believe how much i've changed too...

pioneer once more!!

yes people..i'm back 2 be a pioneer!! call miee bitch,dumb,idiot,wasted or wadeva u like..but i'm onli human..i wan the best 4 myself..i wan to be happy!! So i've made my choice and pls stop tryin to make mi regret cos i wun..i'll nv allow myself to regret for a 2nd time..

soo much happened in my life within tis short span of time..soo fast tt i myself felt a little too overwhelmed..aft a twist of fate..i ended up in pj once more..n njc nv realli seemed to fill into my life story..it's all like a dream...

alright..tis mornin actualli wanted 2 go nj 4 lectures at first..bt when waitin 4 shinyen..dunno whether it's fated lah..i suddenly gt tis horrible stomachache n so i u-turn back homey lah..then decided i wan 2 go back pj appeal since bp n yiyong made it so i rushed 2 pj loh..hopin 2 meet besties..didn't get to bt nvm lah...then sian lah!! in pjc then dumbly realised i forgot 2 brin my result slip!! So rushed home again 2 get it n rushed 2 pj again..oso dunno y i rushed lohx..lol..

then c the principal 2 tok 2 her loh..she decided to take mi back n tata!! then they gave mi tis confrimation slip i'm suppose to brin to nj, get it signed n brin back lah..so i went 2 nj loh..waited a dozen yrs 2 get the slip endorsed..seems lke nj staff is seriously too irritatin loh..laughin abt my decision..looking down on pj..idiots..nj is gd bt so wad..i'm willing to give it up...

then finalli aft everythin is done i went to find michelle..said farewells 2 the ppls in nj n my ogls loh...okay lah..u can imagine..everyone gave mi "THAT LOOK" when i sae i'm leavin 4 pj..like i'm some mentally unsound creature or sumthin...yea,i'm nt sayin nj is bad bt i still prefer pj lah..it's my choice..hope u ppls will respect my decision n wish mi all da best ya!!??

haahaa..then gt the njc pe tee for fun..i like it man!! soo kool loh!! bt didn't get the stelia orientation tee though..nvm lah..then since the ppls r soo cold 2 mie i didn't realli hesitate 2 leave loh..so gt myself the last cup of bubble tea frm nj n walked out...

regrets?? so far nt yet..hopefully i'll nv haf lah...bt still sad when walkin out of nj loh..my dream sch since sec 2..bt it's jux too much for mi i guess..wantin 2 go there n the feelin of being there is jux soo diff..

so wif the slip i hurried back 2 pj n prayin i'll be in owens or polo..aiya..bt ended up in keller--og 33 loh..sianx..no one there one..bt aiman ur eyecandy is my ogl..so qiao..(be jealous ass...muahahaha) bt glad gt u 4 company lah..in the same house...aniwae i was soooo duper haapi 2 see all u ppls again lah!! all ur smiles n hugs reassured mi tt i'm certainly wanted in pj!! pj feels soo much lke home!! wheeeeeeee!!! =) nai ge!!see u again liaox!!hahaha...n josie,auntie n hsing fu in same og in owens..so qiao again..lolx...

aniwae at first ppls seemed dead lah..seemed expected o2 is simply nt as fun as o1..bt the fun dance brought everythin back again!! i'm more suited 4 pj's dance than nj's complicated ones lah!! mass n fun dance rox big time!! =)

then gt cheers n loh...aiya..feelin a bit tough in my og lah..can't help it since i came out of nowhere suddenly loh..bt then again..being in pj feels soo much more welcomed then in nj..2nd intakes r like 2nd class citzens lah..u jux feel soo bad when the ppls dance to the songs u nv haf time to learn..sigh...bt yea!!nvm!! i'm out of there!! =)

erm..gt treasure hunt tml..hope i'll catch up wif the cheers sooni!! nt realli hard since i noe most of the songs n cheers oreadi..n i haf 2 go get the uniform soon!!! erm..bibi n baba...muahahahhah...still sound soo funni...haahaa...

aniwae i'm realli tired lah..i jux fell asleep on the livin rm floor jux now..was forced 2 bath..lolx..soo lazy lah..n thanx 2 nj's dances..my arm hurts..make mi twirl n swing ard soo much..

...reality sets in..i've changed much over the few mths in pjc...n being an NJCian is now a 2-day history...i'm still glad though...can wake up realli late liao!! WHeeeeee!!! haahaa...n all my buddies r there!! we can go to sch together like in bp again!! WOAH!! i dun haf 2 miss u all like crazy again!! yea!! =P

tonight is the first night of tis week i dun haf 2 cry myself 2 sleep..no regrets...i'm still gotta study real hard n haf straight As..i can do it!!!!!!

You ppls are the joy of my life..i jux can't live without you all..LURVE YA SOOO MUCH!! *muckz muckz*

1st dae at njc

okie...tis poor gurl is here to vent my frustration..so forgive miee if all the nt-so-nice words comes out kae..

1st dae @ orientation at njc..the place i'm most likely 2 stay for 2 yrs..n one word 2 describle the o2--sucky...n tt's wad i'm feelin rite nw...jux look at my face n u'll noe the whole story...

okay lah..1st dae..mayb it's alwaes boring lahx..bt i seriously hate talks..first the principal blah on abt nj's everything..bt onli one thingy went in my ear lah--njc's motto: SERVE WITH HONOUR..n the weird thing abt talks later on is..i onli hear "HONOUR"-related stuff mentioned..where did all the "SERVICE" crap go?? N the cca part frm the DM(i think) was da worst..her "winning b4 interest" theory?? wad shit she tokin abt..if u dun truly luv somethin u do..wad will u get even if u become world champ?? i mean i noe achievements r impt..bt passion still cums b4 winning 4 mie..

then the breaks r damm shorrt lah..i starved...did haf lunch though..the food is more ex bt beta than pj's i think...then had last talk abt cca..the best talk of the dae..super short n sweet..the teacher's realli crappy n cute lah(nt physically..)..bt at least the msg gets into our heads..*clap clap*

had games wif og 6..my og is a DEAD one...no mood alwaes..jux can't get high loh..then i thot of the fun clan time of NOOTKA in pj (sob sob)...then had mass dance in da small hall.. the dances r super duper damm LONG lah!! one dance is lke 1 n 1/2 times the length of pj's mass dance i think...soo long...btw..they didn't even manage 2 teach us one whole dance todae..win liao..then my 1st partner is my ogl(i forgot his name..) who dunno the dance well himself..so both of us lke gundos lah..crap..then 2nd partner worse..keep laughing..so we screwed part of the dance again...lolx

then had 2 learn the cheers..mani of them soo damm similar 2 pj's lah!! the "when i sae nj u sae oh" one..jux lke pj's oh yeah cheer!! oh man.. i miss pj to bits!! miss all the ppls soo much...sob sob..

released at 5..tml mornin havin og picnic or wadeva tt is..hopefully sumthin edible appears..

chose our subj combi todae..a bit rushy i think..for miee is ma2,cm2,bi2 and h1 econs..same as wad i took in 1st 3 mths..i can't giv up bio no matter wad.. so 2nd opt became 4 h2s instead..dun call miee crazy lah..i jux luv bio!! bio rox!!

dunno whether i'm jux being hard on myself or wad..but i can't get use 2 nj yet..everythin's the exact opp frm pj..the culture..the ppls..the place..i can't "bear" the place lah..haf 2 learn 2 love it..think jane is rite..when 02 ends..we'll be jux bz studyin..n when we all change into nj uniform..we'll be all NJCians..no more frm acjc or hwa chong or wadeva crap...

i dun wish 2 suffer for 2 yrs..hopefully sumone will cum n be my best fren there..i nid frenz a lot..yes i do...i'm lke a lost sheep without my buddies..

hope tml's full dae games n dance will be much better...hope my clazz would be great..hope life in nj will be enjoyable..hope everyone in pj misses mi (lolx)..hope everyone will haf fun wherever they are..

my teddy bear..soo near yet soo far..i yearn for u...

nightmare

had nightmare last nitex..woke up in shock lohx...eeeks...

jux clean up my pig-sty..oh man..tiring lahx..nv realise i still gt my p1 worksheet wif miee!!! Wah!!! miss all the times man..at least i'm still keepin contact wif the ppls..

actualli i'm scared...who understands..??

oh man..i wan my teddy bear and clown...

givvmieee!!!

uniform dae!!

wooah!! went 2 town wif josie,aiman n melody 2 get their uniforms!! Bibi n baba or wadeva the shop is called..weird name..lolx

super crowded lahx..go there lke reunion liddat..met lotsa ppls frm pri sch..sec sch..even pj clazzmates there lahx..wah!!josie looked lke she's wearin pyjamas!! muahaha..soo amusing!! the pj skirt cuttin super weird lah..sooo long!! omg!! lolx..

did a bit of window-shoopin!! Weeee!! didn't get anithin though..had fun laughin at cow n piggy-patterned boxers..gross..lolx!!

i wan new pencil-case!! big big ones 4 miee 2 dump everythin inside!!

---i'll leave everythin 2 fate---

lurve

confessions~

Touched by all that love is I draw closer toward you

Saddened by all that love is I run from you

Surprised by all that love is I remain alert in stillness

Hurt by all that love is I yearn for tenderness

Defeated by all that love is at the truthful mouth of the night

Forsaken by all that love is I will grow toward you.

decided

yea!! New skin..simple n cutee ya!!?? Woah..changing skin is realli tirin..*faints*

todae gt e postin results-->njc[science]..awww..our clazz onli miee n vivian leavin..all the rest stayin in pj!! Oh man..mixed feelings lahx...

tis yr's cutoff is 5 pts..think i'm the onli bpian frm pj goin there lahx..awww...n ppls there r nt exactly close 2 mi..so i guess i've 2 start all over again..onli noe hx,shinyen,jason,zuan n a few RV ppls goin there...oh man...

sk,ili,trace n mani more ppls 2 ajc.. patrick n matt.wee goin acjc(hope u 2 will lke tt place)..more guys to jjc includin yini..even million more ppls to pjc..my 2 best buddies josie n 'auntie' oso ended up there togther again..congrats matty..u gt ur choice..sajc..n tupid sidney..y appeal 2 aj!!! stay in nj leh!! i nid company!!

todae is actualli my last dae in pj..didn't feel lke it loh..felt as if i'll be goin back there on mondae again..everything's soo natural..ponned every lesson except P.E [i didn't realli do pe aniwae..was sick] n bio cos we gt soo sick of slackin..[btw, i failed econs test..muahahahaha]

then went 2 macs wif sha,path,aiman,vivian,hannah,liang ying,kang ning n harold(aka hagrid)..i didn't eat again..had a huge dose of sick jokes (thnx 2 hidayat..our dearest acm)..n jux stayed down there 2 rot lke 4 dunno how long b4 everyone left..then miee,aiman,path n hannah went 2 lot 1 for wx's pressie (we didn't get it in the end..)..bt we found sooo mani cute stuff lahx..awww...the piggy pillow's soo cute!!*hugs imaginary pillow* =)

I'm realli tired..hopefully no regrets.. hope nj will be as fun as pj!! awww...it's all lke a dream tt ended too fast..orientation..mass bbq...i WILL miss everyone sooo much!!!!

tml goin wif the ppls 2 town 2 get their uniforms..wonderin when i'm gettin mine lah...hmmm...

oh man...

can't believe it..PAE's over oreadi!!?? 2 short mths wif all these brillant ppls..awwww...gotta miss u all man..[i'm startin 2 oreadi..]

okay..the onli thingy i remember todae was mass/fun dancin durin GP n goin home in a taxi...left sch early lahx..the headache was killin mi..i slept throughout the whole 1 n 1/2 hrs of bio..(sowwie ms lim..)..then gt onto cabbie lahx..barly a 5mins ride..6 bucks!! OMG!! (",)

thanx lotsa ppls!! 4 helpin my copy bio ans(while i was sleepin in clazz)n helpin miee get home!! lurve ya all sooo much!! *muacks muack*..

okay..sentitive nasnal passages..tt explains all these non-stop sneezin n coughin over these past few wks lahx..on weird medication nw..sianx..nw wif addition of fever..i dun care!! i wanna go sch tml!! gonna c all the ppl no matter wad!! LURVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH!!! =)

~Things cum n go...but memories n frenz r 4eva...~ OG 24 aka ooga rox!!NOOTKA rox!! 06SO4 rox!! rawks rawks!!

okay..another funni dae..

sch as usual..ponned maths lecture!!yeah!! haahaa..spent the time rottin in canteen n blowin ribena wif straws!! managed 2 irritate the J2s!!wOoh!! Haahaa..luckily they nv cum over n bash us lahx!! vivian u pro lah!! Sooo loud lohx!! 3 cheers 4 vivian!!*clap clap*

then lessons ended at 11.30 for mie clazz n 12 for the rest of sch cos of A Levels results release..rotted in canteen summore while waitin 4 josie..then me,josie,auntie n matty went 2 fajar 4 lunch..gt bored n decided 2 go bp plaza starbucks..helped 1 visually-handicapped lady 2 the taxi-stand =) ..then ate cheesecake n a bit of choco e'clair!! Nicey nicey!! I lurve cheesecake!!! *drools*..saw lotsa ppls there again..met wx,matt ta n estella n 2 of e nanhua gers..gt pissed off by 1 acjc ger lah..*imitates in a digusting slang--can you all pls lower down ur volume??* wth...

then went josie's hse wif matty..i beri "bright" lah!! *shines shines* haahaax..watched 'Full House' on her com..Rain's sooo suai!! Haahaax..Song Hye-Kyo is realli pretti too!! Wooah..haahaax..then made a great fuss over the air-con's control lah..couldn't find it then josie gt soo worried lohx..bt aniwae we found it aft much effort lah (the control's rite in front of us n we totally missed it kae!!)..

then went home 4 dinner...skipped trainin again!! erm..sowwie lah lao wong..promise 2 focus on trainin aft we settled down kae!! as 4 nw..i jux wanna relax n play a bit!! =)

that's my day!!

~as time goes by..tis pain gets unbearable..it hurts too much..i nid distractions!!~

arrh...tis flu refuses 2 let mi off...* sneeze sneeze*..scare mi lahx..sneeze until nose slightly bleedin leh..oh no...

puking irritates mi!! *bish* "JOY LUCK CLUB" roxs!! rawks rawks!! soo touchin..haahaa...

still soo tired even aft slpin soo much..sianx..countdown started??!! sad lah...

`~Everlasting~` kono sayonara ga tabidachi naraba boku no egao wo zenbu ageru yo deatta koto wo aruite machi mo futari no mune de ikitsudzukeru no~`
+`~Your honest heart is my eternal serenade~`+
+`~The familiar 'hellos' and 'byes' will never be forgotten~`+

ehem

ehem...tired lah..wanna slp...but still got lotsa work 2 do leh..

sianx...y am i still so guai n doin my work?? Nt sure even if i'll get them back..lolx...

aiya...ppls!! dun make mi start 2 miss all of u oreadi..i'm still here!! here in pj!!

oh man..dilemma..sld i continue?? or sld i go find another thingy betta 4 mi?? *think think*

tired

Jux returned frm U-20s team comp...sick lah.. 44-45 lost the bronze..sianx...haahaa...actuaali expected one lah...5 mths nv train...gt liddat nt bad le lah...

luck is necessary..bt of cos it's nt the onli thingy tt matters..

erm..congrats 2 myself!! Lolx..aft like how long..finnalli pon lesson liaox..haahaa..*smack myself*..although i noe it's realli wrong..bt can't help it lah..i'm seriously too slack liao lah...sian..it's time 2 go back n mug!!! I nid a life!!! haahaa.. ^_^

wanna watch movie...anione free?? haahaa...aniwae i'm STILL coughing..*cough cough*...haix...

i'm tired...aiya...come on...there's a whole world out there...i'm nt goin 2 restrict myself..no hurry...no worries..

pain lah...internal injuries...thanx 2... *ehem*..haahaa..my wrist,stomach,ankle..neck...all aching....

.

jux another dae...

nth happenin todae loh..went sch as usual..finalli passed the v'dae gift 2 her le..(lke aft a million yrs...) then went 4 lessons loh...chey..thot sOng was crying..felt cheated lahx..haahaa...

then went out wif ct ppls [sha,aiman,hannah,dennis,vivian aka hc] to westmall..wanted 2 watch FD3 lahx..bt tml then start showing!! haahaa..guess we jux haf 2 wait..haha..so then we 'paraded' in BK n finalli settled in kfc..

goodness lah!! almost choked kae!! the ppls were all soo super funni lah..i took a hundred yrs 2 finish my bandito lohx..muahaha...we crapped abt everythin lah..frm jokes 2 ppls 2 our sec schools..even scary stories frm our schs..so freaked out lahx..realised bp was actualli so eerie lahx...lolx...

then gt bored n went home..sianz..gt abandoned AGAIN by bestie...win liao...bf 1st...i soo heartbroken...lolx (",)

~lalalalalalalala~ i wanna go out!!!

thanx!!!

wooo!!! jux returned home frm a mini shoppin trip 2 e bookshop downstairs...haahaa..damm lah...sooo mani cute stuff..can't help myself bt 2 get a double of gifts 2 e ppls...

wrote the most 'little' messages i ever did in my life..lolx...usualli i'm lazy lahx..dunno wad's goin on wif mi todae..haahaa..aniwae paiseh ppls..e gifts r a bit late..bt betta late than never ritex..ya..oso had 2 get a make-up gift 4 e og gift xhange thingy..can't disappoint her lahx...

i lurve sch lahx!!!!! actualli more so 4 the ppls!! LURvE u all soo much man!!!!

thanx paddi 4 the candle n the flower...it's gorgerous!!! ~+++~ thanx jac 4 e chocolate..it's yummy!!! ~+++~ thanx aiman 4 the pink candle,the glass n the chocolates...it's practical,useful n delicious(i mean the chocolates are, i didn't eat the glass ok!!) ~+++~ thanx her shuang 4 e chocolates too...sowwie i haven open it yet..chocolate-overdose todae liaoz... ~+++~ last but not least..thanx shariffa 4 the bangle!! it's realli pretty n sweet!! ----thanx a million guys!!! =)

haahaa..ermm...so goin back 2 sch todae wasn't too bad...haahaa..spend the whole dae crappin n watchin movies n videos again..we n the chers still in slackin mood mahx..

aniwae...the onli weird thingy tt happened todae was when i was goin home lohx..when walkin 2 the lrt station alone..saw one weird old man..when we pass each other at the stairs..he suddenly grabbed my arm lahx!! i thot he was goin 2 faint or sumthin so i held onto him lahx..then he let go of my arm n then continue walkin away loh...damm weird lah...

hmmm...

jotted.mQ

reply...

ehem..was blog-hopping jux now n came across an entry frm sumone lah...it's abt her comin across some unknown's entry (i'll name tis unknown 'A' for convenience's sake) n seeing lotsa things abt hating certain types of ppls...

i haf no idea who tis A is lah..maybe it's mi for all i noe...bt in any case..i was like A loh..pennin down a whole list of 'the hated' in my blog[i've shortened the list nw]..of cos, nt tt i think i'm perfect or sumthin [someone could see mi as a irritant perhaps], but i'm jux venting my frustration lahx..

Of cos there's a reason 4 everythin...n tis includes y i hate sooo mani types of ppl..there r things happening ard mi tt ppl don't noe..[i'm nt trying 2 blame anione certainly..]..but all i can sae is tt i'm realli upset abt certain ppl..we're frenz no longer..in fact i used 2 hate them..yes, HATE..

I'm been tryin 2 open up 2 more ppls now..i'm no longer the old me who labels everyone as dangerous...bt tis onli caused mi more sadness when sumone close 2 mi sort of betrays mi..if u have nv got betrayed b4, u'll nv noe how i feel..

tis world is foreva filled wif darknesss..u're realli lucky if u've seen little of tt..well of cos...another side of tis world is happiness--wad everyone yearns for n fight for..all i can sae is tt i'm gotten lots of both sides..

again..i mux realli sae that i'm realli thankful 4 all the ppls who haf brought mi so much joy n fun throughout my 16++ yrs in tis world..from my closest buddies 2 good frenz..n even those who juz stayed wif mi 4 barely a while...all of u have left ur footprints in my heart..a permanent print in my memory tt nt even the strongest correction fluid can erase..

woo..haahaa..how come tis entry so serious arh...unlike mi ritex...lke i've said..dun be deceived by my appearance!! I haf feelings too okay!! I can think too okay!! [i do haf a brain lah..dun doubt mi..]..haha..sianz..nw i goin back 2 slp...

jotted.mQ

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my insatiable appetite...my desire for your company...

valentine...

okie..1st thing 1st...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT LAM!!! (y does tis person get such a 'romantic' b'dae arh??!!)

Erm...todae..thnx 2 St Valentine...i'm feeling moody again... [it's an annual syndrome..hopefully nxt yr i will grow out of tis...]...

Valentine's Day has alwaes been nothin much lah actualli...either i spend it in sch muggin or get 'abandon' by my mates(u noe who u r..i'm jux tryin 2 make u feel bad =p )..haahaa..tis yr no exception lohx...worse still--lesser pressies since there's no sch!! (",)

aniwae..recount of todae---ard noon went 2 meet trace at lot 1..suppose 2 get sumthin frm there 4 ppls 1st then brin her go tour pj loh(even though pj is nt much bigger than bp lah..)..then the damm lrt..15 mins!! wah lao..wait until i sian..then had 2 rush 4 e stuff loh..then met trace n we SPRINTED 2 catch the bus we missed at the nxt bus-stop..crazy lah..so nw i noe tt's y she's great at runnin lah..(aniwae..trace's a fantastic runner 4 ur info...i'm nt bad either since i could catch up wif her..lolx) (PS: tracy...pls dun laugh at tis..)

then reached pj..onli 2 find out others r late too... (",)..sian lah..sldn't haf ran loh..then i felt silly again as i stoned there, cumin upon e conclusion tt my pressie is wasted(the receiver isn't there)..so i gave it 2 trace instead [she accepted it]..then wished e ppls haapi v'dae n left...ya nai ge, thanx lah..ur 'secret' pressie is realli great! Taste great too!! haahaa...

then went town again..find mousie loh..she workin there mahx..but other than tt, me n trace was realli BORED to death lahx!! 2nd dae at town wif completely nth 2 do!! Worse still..it's v'dae..trace estimated at least 100 couples..with over 90% of e ladies showing off their huge bunch of flowers..k lah..i'm jealous..get it??!! There we realli regreted goin town loh..could haf gone 2 play badminton or sumthin..at least tt wouldn't make us 'sadder'..

stupid sidney n jason..couldn't get them out no matter wad..win liao lah..gd loh...still bluff mi summore nt goin nj [i actualli believed him k...how silly]..

aft brain-storming n squezzing our brain-juice dry..we ended up in cine again...the arcade tis time..it's small lah..pathetic..then nth interestin 2 play since i dun feel lke throwin my face [i was feelin bad enuf oreadi]..so we got bored again n decided 2 leave..then we jux kept walkin ard loh..sat down at various fountains(frm yesterdae, we mux haf sat at almost all e fountains at orchard liaoz) n chatted b4 leavin town...

sianz loh...i seriously turnin les soon lah..every yr 'romantic' lunch/dinner wif a ger..borin like dunno wad...summore tis yr i'm damm disappointed lah..sianz...

a while left...hope josie n matty enjoyed their dae...triple celebrations...n 'auntie' smart loh..dun go out todae..n oh ya!! i"m finnali decide on which jc i want!!

--givvmi back my fantasy..the courage tt i nid 2 live..e air tat i breathe...--
Happy Valentine's Day 2 all!!

jotted.mQ

chanceux

i'm thankful 4 everything......

seriously..everything seems 2 be goin soo smoothly 4 mi..too smoothly in fact...it's seems like a dream..~ if tis were a dream..still..let mi sleep ~

firstly is the O lvls..realli unexpected..glad of cos..bt then...it nw puts mi in a dilemma..secondly, yesterdae's fencing comp..wad the!! Haven been trainin 4 almost 5 mths kae..n a bronze now!! Either i'm realli super duper lucky now or..

haahaa..thinkin 2 much again ritex...yea..i sld jux relax n enjoy life n wadeva life brings mi...

i glad..realli glad...

i'm still waitin...*thawed*

jotted.mQ

eventful...

okie...10 feb 2006...perhaps one of e most eventful n weirdest dae of my life...

1st thing..woke up in e mornin to realisation tt it's THE DAY---release of 'O's results..was of cos in shock...soo fast leh...last yr tis time still laughin at my seniors..lolx(so mean ritex)..then went online 4 a while...borin loh...onli tok 2 nai ge(whom,as usual, didn't tok much..)

Then 11 plus went 2 meet e T1 ppls...haahaa..most of them didn't change much lahx..(guys)sidney,bp,rong'en,le wei,yiyong,narzul,jerome,jason foo,zhenyang(i thot he disappeared)...(gers)anqi,dot,trace,hx,sam,jesela,shinyen,sarah...paiseh if i missed anione out...too mani 2 remember lahx...aniwae then we went lot 1 food court(again...) n they had lunch[i didn't feel lke eatin...]..wasn't too bad..took quite lotsa pics. In ani case, i was jux happi 2 c these old frenz again since most of us r separated in various jcs..e onli stain...mine spastic crappin-mates jp,denise n mavis wasn't there.. =(

Aft lunch e ppls headed off 2 sch while i waited wif sarah 4 her frenz[c i soo nice...(",)]..then we went 2 sch together..saw mingzhu n ek on e bus...then in sch met the juniors-joan,jas,cas,cheryl,yiyao,shanyao etc..then loitered ard..went toilet plently of times while waitin...n finalli...the VERDICT!! Well...i went on stage lehx!!!!Muahahah..4 e 5A1s n above thingy..nt bad ritex!! But actualli lah...i was stoning when they called my name...lolx...silly ritex..then i continued 2 stone on stage cos i was sooo erm...how 2 sae...freaked out??!! Haahaa..aniwae then they gave us our results aft a "SHORT" speech by our VP(well-known 4 her SLOW-in-speech ability)....

Oh man...i felt lke faintin when i looked at osgodby..lolx..sooo scared lahx...then gt my results...n b4 i could open e paper arh...THANX LAH MR CHIAM!!! He opened it 4 me lohx!!! Lolx...then the 4 juniors came swarmin onto me n startin countin my L1R5 4 me...aniwae...it was a 8!!!! wooh man...i seriously almost fainted...

Nv realli expect 8 lahx..i onli hoped 4 a 10-12 or sumthingy liddat..was quite guilty realli..i noe i didn't work hard 4 tis Os lohx...it was lke a dream or sumthin...then saw josie n joyee..she was cryin her heart out lah..can noe how she felt at tt time...i mean i realli saw her work soo hard 4 tis Os...juz felt realli sad lohx...then e mani 'congrats' made mi felt worser n more gulilty..i cried ok!! Broke my record...nv cried in sch b4...then aft tt felt soo numb...no happiness lohx...silly ritex...

Soon calls n msgs started cumin in...i 'reported' 2 e seniors (thanx guys 4 all ur concerns!!)...then calls frm mi present pj clazzmates..some were laughin lke crazy..some were cursin n half-cryin on e phone..i felt soo much worser n realli...almost went 2 bang my head against the wall...it didn't do much gd 2 c my mates in bp cryin lah...nt of joy obviously...

Then gt over all the numbness n rushed home 2 gt fencing stuff b4 rushin 2 pj 4 mass bbq again...damm loh...it started rainin while i was walkin..gt drenched when i reached sch..then went 2 tok 2 sarah(hope my bear bear cheered u up babe!!) n others...then startin walkin ard aimlessly n reported marks 2 ppls...nth much at 1st lah n i gt bored...

Then things gt beta once it gt dark outsiDe!! Mass n fun dance rox big time man!! Nai ge u rox lahx!! We're da best dancing partners!!!Muahahax...dance again n again until my legs gt numb..bt didn't eat much lohx(when it's supposed 2 be a bbq...) n crap lke hell wif Ili,melody,ek,sarah,sk n ppls...we all gt soo damm crazy lah...danced in e parade square lke birds(me,melody,ili,sk & ek)...then played "TAG" (aka 'Catching') wif aiman,jac,joel,path,shariffa etc...seriously..cum 2 thing of it..nth i did yesterdae was normal.. ;P Of cos..nt 4getting b4 we left..Ili,sarah n me sang e whole Bp sch song n e bpians did a double of the BP CHEER!! Wooh man...BP roX!!PJC Rox!! Muahahahahahahahahaha....

THen aft much photo-takin n byes..we left Pj lohx..we(sk,Ili, sarah & mi) headed 4 e bus stop half cheerin,singin n dancin(we're insane i noe)..then we parted at e bus-stop. Crapped wif nai ge n his fellow commonwealth mates at the bus-stop 4 a while then left wif sarah...then again...mi n sarah chatted at 9 plus at nite by e roadside 4 some time....(dun remind mi i'm weird)..then aft tt i walked alone 2 lrt station lohx...was damm tired by tt time lohx...met Ili again on the lrt then we tok summore until we finallii parted...

Reached home extremely worn out bt haappi..glad i didn't miss e bbq after all..it was much lameness,nonsense n fun..haahaax..then bathed, n then chatted wif sarah on phone until almost one then i finalli went 2 slp..such a long dae....

sowwie lao wong..in e end i still nv go 4 training..realli sowwie..dun be angry okie!!?? (",)

jotted.mQ

after a long time....

ehem...jux wondering y i'm still updatin when no one's reading my blog...nvm...jux blog 4 fun...

(cliche)time flies....after wad seems a long time...i'm back 2 mugging...

lookin forward 2 e new life...the new phrase of the journey of life...

okay..i'm bored...so shall jux end here... =P

jotted.mQ